.Thursday, July 19, 2007 ' 11:04 AM♥.
It's been quite a while i've met a close fren incidentally. And today, outside East Link while walking towards 67 bus area to wait for bus, Junlin came up and pat on me. He is still the same, as last time, onli one thing had changed. We are no longer a couple and i am married with a son, he is still single, in ITE, having a bunch of frenz ard him. But the one familiar thing remain, he is still able to make me smile. No matter how moody i am, he will be able to make me smile. Am realli glad that he is once, my ex, someone whom i had once loved before, someone whom i have once kissed before. But all these are of past tense. Something which could never be returned to its original state.
I must admit something. I have once hated him for a whole year. Just becoz he breaked up with me and, the way he broke up, is to go thru my kor kor, Jerry, to tell me. That is why i hated him so much during that year... For my character, i dun like people to go thru a big round to tell me that they wanna break... I rather they tell me straight in the face and let me cry... At least i will be much more happy this way. Still, the truth is still that i have broken up with him and now, he is my fren, maybe someone whom i can occasionally confine in... But still, guys are guys... They will still find someone to date with and get married then form a family eventually...
Right here in my secret blog, i bless him with all my heart. Wishing that he can find someone he truly love and be with her forever.
Junlin, wo zhong xin de xi wang ni neng zhao dao ni de zhen ai, xi wang ni neng ba na yi duan mei hao de hui yi dang zhuo shi yi chang hen hao de hui yi. Zhu ni xing fu!
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