.Monday, August 18, 2008 ' 10:01 AM♥.
My Love Will Get You Home - Christine Glass
If you wonder off too far, my love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself lost and all alone get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home boy my love will get you home
If the bright lights blind your eyes, my love will get you home
If your troubles break your strive , my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself lost and all alone get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home boy my love will get you home
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home
If there's only you to blame, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself lost and all alone get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home boy my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself lost and all alone get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home boy my love will get you home
If anyone does watch this Hong Kong series, 唐心风暴，on either SCV or VCD/DVD, you will know this song.. Yes i am totally mad abt this song.. A good series worth spending all ur time watching!
Now talk abt my mood for today.. 2 words, 心寒.. Why? Coz all these things will happen over and over again during the weekends.. Worse still now i am expecting no 2.. Why can't he take up the responsibility of taking care of Jayden over the weekends while i rest? Yes, he is oso working, i am working too! What Jayden need is his daddy to play with him.. Why can't he juz put his computer games off his mind and play with Jayden? Is the game so much more important than the son? I need my rest now.. Like now, i am totally drained off.. Forget it.. I am totally sian of him and his family...
Like this morning, when i am able to step out of the lift, no one bother to hold the lift and ended up, i am being clamped by the lift door... Ya great! All the their attention is on Jayden and not me.. I am also as important as Jayden.. Without me, will there be Jayden? Yes, he can choose another woman to give birth, but not necessary Jayden will end up there! haiz.. If such case realli ends up like tat, den should this house be sold after my birth, i will move over to my mum's and stay until they found another house.. I dun wan to end up getting more trouble for myself.. Enuff of such rubbish.. I am tired of him and his stupid attitude.. If he wan to be like tat den he can jolly well continue on.. I wun give it a damn.. if he wants to OT, OT all he wan.. I rather spend the nite with Jayden than to getting myself so hurt.. I am tired.. Sick and tired..
Ppl may see my marriage as a happy and xin fu one.. but i am not.. i am getting myself totally hurt.. so hurt tat i am afraid.. i am getting so timid... So so timid.. i fear lost of Jayden and him but he will nv understand such fear of my... Haiz... Forget it.. He will nv understand the pain i am suffering again and again...
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