.Thursday, September 18, 2008 ' 9:07 AM♥.
Now.. back to the topic i wanna state.. Life is so unpredictable .. One moment you hear a gd news.. The next, you hear something bad.. Yup.. a fren of my is going thru such unpredictable life... Few weeks back, i am sharing news of her marriage and we were planning on wad to wear, wad gifts were to be given, who will be her bridesmaid(of coz i will be the matron of honour)...etc... Den ytd, i receive something bad from her... Yes.. it truly breaks my heart.. We were frenz since MDIS days.. Till now, it has been like 3-4 yrs.. We have shared mani mani happiness and woes along with the other 2 close frenz..
Now, among the 4 of us, onli i noe abt this bad news.. How do u wan me to break this news to the other 2? No i wun.. Even thou this matter i am not suppose to even let hubby noe, but he noe abt it.. As i am a person who put everything on my face.. happi anot, you can see thru me easily..
After the talk with her on the phone, all i requested frm her is to boost her immune system.. I do not want to see her lying in the hospital bed, sending her off the last journey.. Nope.. I don't wan to see her there.. Call me a coward if you wan, i juz dun wan to accept the fact tat she will be gone anytime frm now.. Probably she is still able to live for 20 yrs more with medication, but still, at the last moment of day, i will not go and see her.. I do not wanna cry in front of her.. Probably i will ask hubby to go in my place, but i do not wan to face her tat way...
Haiz.. Life is so unpredictable...
Sorry for this wordy post..
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