.Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ' 10:38 PM♥.
Haiz.. Something happened today while i feed Jayden his dinner... Feeding halfway thru, as i am scolding him for not finishing his dinner, he said to me,"I don't want you! I don't want you!" How sad this can be to a mother.. Haiz.. Indeed, it breaks my heart, but i realli dunno wad to do.. Probably it is anger that got into me, I told him,"Go and stand outside see which Malay or Indian wants you, ask them to bring you home! Don't ask your daddy to come and bring you home!" Guilty got into me.. But.... Haiz...
Worse, hubby sent me a msg saying 28th leave rejected.. I am angry and disappointed.. 28th is suppose to be the day he help me to distribute Shermes's Full Month Cake.. I alreadi told him that my office dun work on Saturday, so he has to bring down to them on Friday itself.. If i can go out and give them myself, i wouldn't have ask him to take leave...
thru out this confinement and my pregnancy, the 2 of us have been arguing over mani things.. His job, his parents, my mum, the kids... Worse is his job.. His job is so much more important than us.. this job has oso coz him to be so much more short temper than in the past when we are dating... Even my mum notice this... I am terribly upset.. But who noe... Probably no one knows and no one cares... haiz...
Like Priscilla had said before, i am someone stronger than her.. I might seem like a superwoman, but in fact i am onli a woman who need him to be ard all the time.. But has he ever notice this before? No... All he noe is that he is veri tired, he needs his slp, he needs his computer and games... how abt me?? Aren't i tired? Don't i need my slp? Don't i need my retail therapy? He kept saying he understand, he knows, it's all his fault and he is useless.. What's the point of saying all these? haiz... i am realli sick of all these.. I realli wonder when all these arguments will stop and end... forget it forget it... haiz............
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tag replies:
17 Nov 08, 13:49
Suzhen: Wee.. Somer pic finally.. Cute cute!!!
Ans: hehe... thx..17 Nov 08, 14:15
Shuling: ooh, no2 so handsome. lol! he quite big size ehs. haha
17 Nov 08, 14:16
Shuling: wow, he 3.5 lehs! big baby.
Ans: izzit? handsome ar... hehe... ya lor.. bigger than kor kor... and longer than kor kor.. 17 Nov 08, 15:39
Pris: hah ahaha I no need the cake... I can go ur hse to eat haha haha
Ans: eat wad? pig trotter in vinegar?? lolx... 18 Nov 08, 18:09
tingg: haha! big baby~~~ =)
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ns: Yeah.. bigger than kor kor.. 사랑해
