Us and Them

blog goes into silent mode

2010-09-30T10:25:00.001+08:00

Blog will go into "silent mode" for 8 days starting from today.

Why?? I am gonna disappear from Singapore & appear in Korea.

Yeah. Holiday.

So, do miss me ya?

Love all!!

2010-09-27T15:26:00.004+08:00

Heard this from a certain FM..

爱情就像两个拉橡皮筋的人。受伤的那个永远都是那个不放手的。

Totally agree with this saying.

Why not let go instead of continue getting yourself hurt? When it is time to let go, let go.

No matter how pain the wound is, let go.

I believe that what is yours will be yours. What is not yours will never be yours.

2010-09-07T14:29:00.001+08:00

A Little Something to share..

爱的见解

与善良的人交往，你会变成更善良的人。与乐观的人交往，你会变成更乐观的人，与自信的人交往，你会变成更自信的人。与幽默的人交往，你会变成更幽默的人。

A:Accept（接受）《世界上没有十全十美的人》记着你爱他，就必须接受他的一切，甚至他的缺点！珊珊说“多看人的优点，欣赏他的缺点”

B:believe（信任）不信任对方，经常以怀疑的口吻盘问对方，这种互相猜度的爱情，往往就只有分手下场。珊珊说“主动的信任，会得到相对的回报哦”

C:Care（关心）关心的程度，正好表现你对她的重视程度，间或打个电话给她关心地问候一句：“工作辛苦吗？”。又或者发短信给她：天气凉了，别忘了添加衣服”这些关心未必有实际用途，但起码能令对方暖在心头，如果还有情书，当然就更OK 啦!珊珊说“适当的关心是必需的，过分的关心就成为负担了”请拿捏！

D:Digest（理解）我们不是圣人，总有情绪起伏的时候，若对方是“凸”的时候，你为何不做“凹”去忍耐和安慰一下呢？珊珊说“那就要闪人了，让他/她有私人空间安静吧！”时间会帮助双方做工的。呵呵，也别闪人闪得太久哦！会冰冻掉的。

E:Enjoy（欣赏）你应欣赏对方的一切欣赏，这段爱情带给你的开心，幸福！这样便会爱得更愉快，不要只懂埋怨，在鸡蛋里挑骨头。珊珊说“口吐芬芳，增加感情；没有营养的话，忍一忍就忘了别说哦！”

F:Freedom（自由）纵然已婚，也应给予对方应有自由及保持秘密的权利，你的另一半不是你的终生奴隶，不要让她认为跟你结婚就等于被困笼中！珊珊说“自由是一定的，但是，同时也要在自由中尊重对方，不可乱来哦”

G:Give（付出）爱情这样东西不一定是你付出“一”，便会收回“一”，但不付出，便一定没有收获，对你的爱人，应有如对自己一样毫无保留地付出，这才算得上真爱！珊珊说“只管付出就好，因为，付出也是一种幸福的过程”享受这过程，对人生就是一种交代了。不会遗憾终身！

H:Heart（心）爱情最重要的道具是心，你必须真心对待，用心去爱，没有心又怎称得上真心相爱？珊珊说“心只有一个，想清楚了，决定了，就给那个人就好”别三心二意。

I:Independence（独立）甜言蜜语的人会说“我是为了你而生”，其实，每个人都有自己的生存意义，不应过分依赖对方，成为对方的沉重负担，甚至累赘！珊珊说“独立的同时要有点依赖，依赖的同时，却也要保持独立哦”因为，这世界没有说谁没有谁是不行的。想想要是自己有天死了，这世界还是一样的在运转哦。 J:Jealousy（妒忌）适当的妒忌，吃醋能表示你对对方的重视！但切记是合情合理的吃醋，反之，毫不讲理大发雷霆地呷醋必惹反感！珊珊说 “跟煮菜的道理一样，加点盐，添点醋，这菜好吃！调味料放太多了，这菜就不能吃“当掉””

K:Kiss（吻）一吻胜过千言万语，轻轻的一吻，已能代表你惜她，爱护她，所以请不要吝啬你的红唇！珊珊说“记得保持口腔卫生！呵呵”别让你的爱人反感了！那会坏事的！

L:Love（爱）都说是爱情，没有爱又怎会有情呢？爱跟喜欢不同：爱一个人，你必定愿意为他做任何事！这是最高的境界，闲时不妨跟对方说句“我爱你”，担保比任何礼物来得甜蜜开心！珊珊说“大家都不是对方肚子里的蛔虫，“爱”请你说出口！”也请你们以行动表达出来。

M:Mature（成熟）为什么一般人的初恋，总会无声无色地惨败，因为年轻人多恋爱得较幼稚，况且没有一个人会喜欢对方，长年没头没脑地蹦蹦跳跳，人成熟一点，你的爱情便会早熟一点，直到开花结果！珊珊说“成熟的处理“爱情”，会让爱发光发热，永垂不朽！”

N:Natural（自然）很多人初拍拖时，都会把一切的缺点隐藏起来，变成另一个人！日子久了，缺点才一箩箩地出现，令对方吃不消，其实不做作，流于自然的爱情才是细水长流的！珊珊说“我爱他！因为，他就是他，也不想改变这样的他”

O:Observe（观察）经常细心观察爱侣的喜好，不但能更了解对方，更能给他惊喜，那份心意，必定比礼物来得珍贵！珊珊说“观察最重要的是别观察过度，要不然就会变成疑神疑鬼了”。呵呵！该观察时要观察，观察到我们不该知道的事，就要当着不知道！傻就一个字。

P:Protect（保护）做男朋友的，当然要保护女朋友，但做女朋友的亦要保护对方的尊严，不应容许别人中伤侮辱你的另一半。珊珊说“保护好爱人是人生第一学问，要修好”

Q:Quarter（宽大）宽大是基本的要诀，对爱侣的错误，以宽大的态度原谅他，因为你是最爱他的人！珊珊说“一只眼开，一只眼关，平安无事，宽怀是德”

R:Receive（接收）对于爱侣为你所做的，请不要表现得无动于衷，令他气馁。她付出出，你便应以欣赏的态度去接受，这才能令感情更进一步！珊珊说“能接收是一件非常幸福的事，请以感恩的心来面对哦！”

S:Share（分享）若你爱他，就必能与他分享，他的喜与忧，这是作为一个伴侣，最简单的责任。珊珊说“要分享也要在“对的时间”去分享“对的喜悦”：别在“不对的时间”做“分享”的事情。”要懂得看时间和地点哦！

T:Tender（温柔)歌都有得唱《Love me tender》啦！爱人当然要温柔的爱，因为男人女人，缺乏温柔都不可爱。珊珊说“时而温柔，时而娇，时而趣来，时而静！”一成不变“爱的温柔”很快就会“当掉”的。这就是情趣哦。。

U:Understand（理解）不明白对方的想法，对方跟你说话，你永远只独自发呆，那就是一段缺乏沟通的爱情，多站在对方的立场，将心比心，必定能更了解你的另一半！珊珊说“理解对方发呆的时候，是他/她在想一些事情，我们能做的就是不要在他/她的耳朵边“念经”就成了”。过后，他/她会感激你而听你说话的。呵呵……

V:Veracity（诚实）对爱情必须一百倍的诚实，你也不想你的另一半是个“大话精”吧！时常互相欺骗的感情，又怎能天长地久呢？珊珊说“是要诚实啦。但是，有些话不说，并不是不诚实，而是，保护对方的心”。不说反倒是一件好事。何必要执着呢？

W:Wait（等待）等是维系一段感情的基本元素，最重要的是你要与他同步成长，同步走完这段人生路。千万不可一个走先，遗下另一半在后。珊珊说“等就一个字而成的，就是“忍”，心上的一把刀哦”。忍到后来，你们一定是人们所羡慕的一对儿的啦！

X:“X”（乘法符号）把你对他的爱，每天以倍数地乘上去，爱情自然变成无限大，爱情走也走不掉。珊珊说“珍惜，感恩，体谅，付出就是会加倍的把爱给巩固的。”

Y:Yearn（想念）工作或不在一起时，不妨多想念对方，间或致电或传呼他，说句“我很挂念你”，必能令对方甜在心头，更起劲地工作！珊珊说“发个讯息或短讯就好”。要是他/她正在会议当中，你会吵到他/她的。记得千万别使劲的拨电话哦。。会给对方带来很多的不便的。

Z:Zero（起点）无论婚姻与否，无论你认为你们的爱情已经多么坚定，不要忘了，要永远用你们起步相爱是的那种心情来对待对方，不要让岁月给爱情蒙上灰尘，只要真心相爱每一天都是新的。“爱是一点一滴而成，保持自己感恩的心，确实能保住所有的爱，对方会感受到你的爱的。”因为，每一天都是新的！

5th July 2010 to 5th July 2012

2010-07-05T10:28:00.003+08:00

5th July 2010 is today's date.

You all may ask, "What is so special about today?"

Answer: To every single Ever Lasting Friends(ELFs), today is a painful day. Today is the day, Kangin (Kim Yongwoon) will enlist into the army, servy Korea as a real ma. He will serve as a full-service duty army.

~~No Super Junior members will send him off as they are on heavy shedule today. Kangin will be the first out of 13 members, to serve the country.~~ Super Junior member will be there to send him off, despite heavy shedule!

In every ELFs's heart, it is really painful. 1pm today. The time where he will offically be enlisted. What will you do as an ELF?? What have you done??

Kangin - He is one of my favourite bias. No 3 in place. But he will be gone for 2 years. 2 long long years.

But he will always be remembered by us. We will be waiting for the day - 5th July 2012.

#Kanginhwaiting !!!

To 이특오빠 & 희철오빠

2010-07-01T11:06:00.006+08:00

이특오빠, 희철오빠 , 생일축하합니다!!

For 이특오빠, today is your day! The day Angel 특 descend to earth. Have a fun & happy day!!

For 희철오빠, 10th July is your day. The day our Dangerous Cinderella descend to earth. May your day be filled with plentiful of great great great Cinderella adventures!

SJ = ELFs = 1314!!

2010-06-17T10:57:00.001+08:00

On this cold cold day, thou the sun is out to warm, finding something to warm me up further...

Kim Hee Chul..

See you at SS3.. in Town.. in Singapore.. & in Kuala Lumpur..

养钱防老

2010-06-11T10:17:00.002+08:00

养儿防老.. Seems familiar to everyone right?? This applies to the Older Generations.

In the 21st century, 现金时代，there is no more such theory. Only 养钱防老 applies.

Too many things happen recently. Too scary. June 2010 is a scary month to me.

Even for my 24th birthday, it's nothing fantastic. All of it contains worries.

wadever it is, i wish July would come faster. Or even better, 2011 plz come fast. End this misery in me plz.

The pain in me hurts too much. I dun bear to see such a thing happen to me.

Life & death.

Crazy

2010-05-26T22:42:00.001+08:00

Crazy.

Don't understand

2010-05-20T16:37:00.002+08:00

Something happen to one of my dearest someone last Saturday.

Won't go into details as i dun wan anyone dear to call me up,scolding me upside down.

Probably will juz state down how i feel.

It's onli a veri sad thing that such thing happen. But whatever it is, what goes around comes around. If this can happen to this person, it can happen on you too.

Never take things for granted.

HeeeeHeee

2010-05-17T11:23:00.002+08:00

For Ah Pris.. I know you like his current pic the best lar.. But still... For u!

Give up thinking properly.. temporarily

2010-05-14T15:05:00.002+08:00

Gave up thinking in the correct way..

My leg, hurt to the max.. blisters & open wounds fill in the empty spaces.. Stupid heels..

My brain, doesn't work right.. Super Junior fever..

My body, doesn't feel like working.. All the abs got me totally discouraged, from working..

Save me someone...

~~Get me out of this silliness that i am in.. help!!~~

Let me sink in for 1 more week.. Probably i'll be fine after next week..

Doubt so..

Flu & Super Junior 4th Album

2010-05-04T11:29:00.003+08:00

Down with throat infection since last Saturday, Labour day. Of all day, Labour Day. Haiz.. Flu season. So peeps, plz do take good care of your health ya.

Drink more water & take more vitamins! ^^

To Super Junior Lovers, do keep a lookout for their 4th Album on 13th May 2010! Support them!! ah-ja! Hwaiting!! Thou Kangin (due to enlistment), Kibum(due to filming job) & Hankyung(due to lawsuit) wun be joining, but still, must support them ya!

*drowsy*

To someone

2010-04-05T17:43:00.002+08:00

Hi dearest,

I am not sure what happen between the 2 of you. It pretty much shock me when i saw your message in my tagboard. Took me a while to digest and think through.

Oh well. My "mission" is done and i have got him to take a quick look at what you have left.

But still, whatever happen, i hope the 2 of you won't hurt each other's feelings towards one another. I am been thru pain. Yes. Pain that leave me a deep scar in my heart. Such pain is for life.

People say, Time will heal pain. But my pain wasn't heal for years. Blame it on my weakness.

I have been hurt and this hurt is imprinted there. Maybe for life.

Dearest, whatever he has done, do let him know how you feel. Ya?

"I Hate You" hurt too much. "I Love You" hurt even more.

If you still need anyone to talk to with regards to him, add me in my msn, i will be online during the day.

My msn is: zhen_6@hotmail.com

Do let me know that you added me so i won't ban the wrong person.

Cheers ya.

희 철 오 빠 on 107.7FM

2010-03-30T12:10:00.002+08:00

희 철 오 빠 on 107.7FM Youngstreet!

Hehe... Able to listen to him DJ-ing everyday 8-10pm(korea time). So everyday finish work, muz fast fast go home and tune in!

To frenz who like Kim Hee Chul too, this is the link to tune in everyday!

Youngstreet

Credit: Heecat.com

I am back from KL!

2010-03-22T11:30:00.001+08:00

I am back from KL!!!!

Yes! For my dearest KIM HEE CHUL!!! lolx.. Super Show 2!

Overall, 1 word! SUPERB!!!

And the next time, i am going to throw money and sit at the lower deck! Can't see the boys properly at all.. sad..

Will load back taken from websites tonight.. If i dun feel so floaty tonight.

And.. Thanks Singapore ELF for the mini torch!

我们家的大宝

2010-03-08T22:25:00.004+08:00

我们家的大宝。精力旺盛的大宝。爱搞怪的大宝。

最后，我家的小宝。

心痛

2010-03-02T11:32:00.002+08:00

心痛如刀割。有谁会知。吵的永远都是那些。烦。

我累了。心也伤了。伤了千万次。

心痛。心痛。心痛。

碎了一地。

2010-03-01T11:35:00.002+08:00

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I give up having to argue with you, continuously..

i give up on how you are exactly thinking..

If that is how you want to do, den let it be..

Making you unhappy will only cause more unhappiness in me..

Leave me if you need.. I will leave you too..

Too many unhappiness happend, leading to this stage..

I hate the facts but still i have to accept the facts..

Love is nothing but hurt..

Fragile Friendship..

2010-02-25T10:53:00.002+08:00

Today, saw in FB tat a fren is getting engaged. Congratz to you. But at the same time, it's annoying..

Oh well.. I mind too much things.. Yes, i seriously mind that i am not notified about all these..

She, given birth.

She, getting engaged..

I mind.. Haiz..

Forget it.. I should just close both my eyes and concentrate on my life instead of all these..

Since that friendship is no longer there, den it's high time i give up and move on..

Ya..

Haiz..

Is this what people always call, Friend Forever?? Seems so fragile and fake..

To a Friend

2010-02-22T12:08:00.002+08:00

Gonna post something to a friend..

Congratz on ur birth to your little baby..

Many things happen and we stop contacting..

Nevertheless, congratz and take care..

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Heard something from someone..

Tsk tsk... Friendships taken too lightly..

Over attention seeking causing troubles..

Words spoken thru medium onli brings more unnecessary misunderstandings..

Human beings are so much more scary than King of Jungle..

Sinful...

Why can't things be just the same as like how it used to be like??

2010-02-11T14:27:00.003+08:00

Darn sleepy...

1 more day to the end of working week..

2 more days to Chinese New Year Eve..

3 more days to Chinese New Year and Valentines' Day..

Haiz..

*poof*

Siao Ah Pris

2010-02-05T16:10:00.001+08:00

This is what Ah Pris did in her blog.. Buay Tahan..

So, Ah Pris ah.. This is for you..

AH PRIS YEPPOYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Poof

2010-01-18T11:40:00.002+08:00

I know i said that i will upload Jayden's 1st day of school at nursery like 2 wks back.. But it's not done yet.. Why??

Shermes is down with Bronchitis, early stage of pneomonia.. Been having fever for weeks and his voice.. haiz.. Majority of my family members at home were sick.. I too, was sick but, self medicated and recovered..

Penny, Sorry! Couldn't make it to Joshua's 1st birthday party.. So very sorry..

CNY coming soon and... NOTHING is done.. Children clothes & shoes not bought yet.. My own clothes, accessories not bought yet.. Nothing is done.. Haiz..

Feel like not celebrating CNY this year..

Trust

2010-01-11T17:47:00.002+08:00

I have promised a fren tat i will act as if i do not know a single thing abt tat incident.

But still, i will leave a quick msg here to myself and everyone reading my blog.

Please, never misuse people's trust. Friends are made to shares woes and happiness, not to be used. Trust are not easily gained. If trust are misused, den no one will ever trust you again. Never.

And, NEVER EVER, take love lightly. Coz it can give you happiness and also, at the same time, hurt you till death comes haunting you.

End. Will go home and update Mummy dearest's birthday dinner & Jayden's 1st day of school in Nursery..

Bye!

Mood Spoilt

2010-01-04T14:17:00.002+08:00

I should be posting new year photos and Jayden's 1st day in Nursery photos.. But apparently, i did not.

This post will turn out to be something angry, for me, at least..

My mood for today is totally spoilt..

By some comments of bags.. Why??

Haiz.. Forget it.. It's either i return the bag to the owner or i sell it away to others so that i can earn some petty/extra cash..

Hurt me too much..

I dun wan to have to use a bag with so much cautious that it is restricting my every movement..

I dun wan to have to be so extra careful with a bag, when that bag cost so much money, in which i know abt it?

Probably, by returning it or selling it will make me so much happier, than having to sulk over a bag's usage..

Even if HE tells me that he shouldn't have tell me all these, but still, done is done.. My mood is spoilt..

That's it..

You may say i am sensitive.. Yes, this is me.. Accept me or Deny me.. Only 2 choices given.. More than that, go away.. I don't need anymore comments on saying i am sensitive, petty..etc..

That will only show, you don't know me enough to even get close to me..

There is no conversation to hold further.. Get it?

Only people who knows me well enough, will know my way of living and surviving..

Too bad ya.. This is me..

Happy 2010

2009-12-31T22:01:00.005+08:00

Haven't post anything in a while.. Will update on Sat..

Here i am wishing everyone,

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May everyone, in the brand new year, be happy, be love and may all wishes come true!!

I hate it!

2009-12-15T17:37:00.003+08:00

~~I hate the fact that the 2 of us are always arguing over small matters..~~

~~I hate the fact that your understanding of me is so little..~~

~~I hate the fact that you think of only how you feel instead of how i feel towards things..~~

~~I hate the fact that when i asked you to do something, the things are either half done or not done..~~

~~I hate the fact that when you think you can get angry and i can't !~~

~~I hate the fact that i am totally stressed out and yet, you are sitting there shaking your legs..~~

~~Why must all these happen??~~

~~Is this the reason why i am always so unhappy??~~

~~Is this the reason why i divert my attentions to other people??~~

~~Is this the reason why i regret?~~

~~Hate myself for being who i am..~~

~~To hell with myself!!~~

STOP ANNOYING ME!!!

Humpty Dumpty

2009-11-23T23:38:00.004+08:00

Remember our kiddy year's nursery rhymes?? This video recap the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty..

Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
All the king's horses and all the king's men
Couldn't put Humpty Dumpty together again..

1 egg is harmed in the process of fliming this video..

Surpise came!

2009-11-23T10:12:00.002+08:00

When hopes were almost shattered, when ideas of meeting up with RC ministers were given, when we are so close to trying for another place, a big envelope came and miracle came!!!

HDB invited us for selection of flats next month!! 11th December 2009 is the day!! Wow!!

But we have yet to choose the unit we wanted.. Gosh! What are we doing??? Haiz.. Gotta plan out and get prepared for the big day!!

Wish us luck ya ppl.. Love!

Food for Thought

2009-11-17T16:22:00.005+08:00

爱，可遇不可求。多少人渴望爱情！但多少人拥有真正的爱情？　如果你现在已拥有爱情，劝请你好好珍惜！切记，“爱”往往是一个抉择。选择爱了你的伴侣，就别“因为了解而分开”。爱，需要很大的包容和体谅；　更需要坚持不懈的精神。

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人潜意识里，每个人都渴望成就自己，但是在人生的成功路上，您或您周围的人会不会遇到以下12 大障碍？

1、消极思维，悲观失望；
2、没有目标，过一天算一天；
3、有梦想，但不知道如何将梦想落实到每一天；
4、想学习，渴望成长，但不能坚持；
5、遇到困难时，半途而废；
6、压力太大、焦虑不安；
7、不愿意承担责任，总是找借口；
8、做事情缺乏专注，三心二意；
9、缺乏信心，不敢尝试，害怕失败
10、自私自利，不愿意帮助别人；
11、想得太多，做得太少，缺乏行动力；
12、想为事业打拼却又担心不能平衡家庭生活？

Cold

2009-11-12T16:59:00.003+08:00

Where is the source of warmth and light i am looking for??

Shermes's 1st birthday

2009-11-07T21:33:00.004+08:00

Shermes's 1st Birthday

Venue: Serangoon North Ave 3 Communal Hall
Date: 31st October 2009
Time: 2pm to 6pm

Pictures not in order..

Actually i skim out an amount of photos to update here.. lolx...

Thank everyone whom came to attend the party..

Thank everyone for the ang bao and presents..

Thank everyone for making this day possible..

Thank everyone for everything..

Thank you!!

Our Common Love

2009-11-03T22:48:00.006+08:00

They are Pris and my common love! Super Junior..

And he, is Kim Hee Chul.. One that is so natural and attitude..

Revamp

2009-10-09T17:02:00.001+08:00

Blog going through a revamp!!! More post coming up after the revamp!!

2009-09-10T10:48:00.002+08:00

8th September 2009, Tues

Our 1st date of the week... Pris, Yanting and me went to watch The Time Traveler's Wife. Storyline not bad, overall deserve 3 popcorns... I really admire the way how Claire handles the situation of her husband, Henry, is a time traveler. In a real situation, how can a woman handle the fact that your husband disappear to another world, without notice and totally have no idea when your husband will appear back into the actual world? Not many women can be strong like Claire. I admire her courage.

9th September 2009 (09.09.09), Wednesday

Our 2nd date of the week.. Pris, Yanting and me again, went to Tian Tian Steamboat for dinner. Pris today lao sai le... Probably is due to the uncooked food ba... Haiz.. Next time no more Ma La soup base for Ah Pris! =p

No pix for yesterday..

Never spent the day with hubby coz i spent it with my friends, so that's it..

Anyway, will be planning on how to spend Jayden's birthday and will update here again.. Oh! I gotta plan Shermes's 1st birthday too.. Will update on tat again too..

Bye!!

Punggol Spectra

2009-09-01T10:46:00.005+08:00

Punggol Spectra is HDB latest BTO project. 1,142 units of 2-room, 3-room & 4-room flats were launched yesterday for the public to ballot.

Among so many projects HDB had launched, Punggol Spectra is one of the cheapest project HDB ever launch.

Of course, we are, or should i say, we have balloted for the 4 room flat, now waiting for the queue number, which will be out in October. A quick detail of Punggol Spectra.

Punggol Spectra puts you right on the pulse of the exciting developments coming up in Punggol 21+. Whether it’s the unique Punggol Waterway and Punggol Promenade that are currently under construction, or the proposed Punggol Town Centre, it’s all so easy to reach when you live at Punggol Spectra.

Beyond being a scenic escape, the nearby Punggol Waterway is slated to be a vibrant spot buzzing with waterfront recreation options. Venture slightly further to the Punggol Promenade, a 4.9 km promenade which connects the two proposed sports and recreation clusters at both ends of Punggol Point and Punggol East. Take in splendid views as you jog or cycle along this coastal route.

A new wave in contemporary living pleasure is about to take place. Catch it with Punggol Spectra.

The sheer variety of amenities in and around Punggol Spectra is bound to put a bright smile on every resident’s face.

A supermarket, an eating house and some shops are located right within the development, making it easy to meet your daily living needs. Aside from these, there is also a Residents’ Committee Centre.

Mere minutes away, Punggol Plaza offers you an added range of retail and dining options.
When you need to commute, the Oasis LRT Station is just a short walk away, linking you with ease to Punggol MRT/LRT station and bus interchange. Motorists are well served by the nearby Tampines Expressway (TPE) and Kallang-Paya Lebar Expressway (KPE).

-Adapted from HDB

My ILs also balloted for this project. Thou a small part of me does have a selfish thought, but still .... =p

Wish me luck people..

Bye!!

Happy 10th Month to Shermes Baby

2009-09-01T10:32:00.003+08:00

Happy 10th Month old to Shermes Baby!!!

Know how to put hand on ear, when we say "hello"(Depends on mood)
Know how to "bye-kiss"(depend on mood)
Sit unsupported
Trying to stand with support but need supervision
Trying to crawl on fours
Fingers still his best friend
Recently super sticky to me, but yet when carry him, will try to "escape"
Crawl super fast in commando style
Know how to wave bye bye(depends on mood)
Know how to Hi-5!
Like to put his finger(s), full of saliva, onto our face
Drink milk, lying on the mattress.. Dislike being carried...
Still a smiley baby, despite very demanding on certain things.

That's all i can think of! 26 days more to Jayden's 3rd birthday. Still deciding if we will be being him and Shermes to the outdoors for kampong fun...

As for Shermes's 1st birthday, high likely it will be done at mummy's place again.. Gotta plan real soon.

2009-08-27T11:50:00.002+08:00

Wednesday usually is the day i reach home earlier than normal days. Yesterday, as i am looking after Shermes baby, this is what he did to his gu gu, whom is playing Maplestory.

No idea what i am trying to show? It's abt Shermes baby also wanting a share of the game with his gu gu, and ending up "popping" my "X" key... haiz...

IGNORE my horrible laugh.. =p

Broken Friendship

2009-08-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

Today, i have learnt my lesson. A lesson worth remembering for my life.

Relationship can be easily built up, yet it can be easily broken. Relationships with strong foundation can stand challenges and trials. But relationships with a weak foundation, falls upon meeting challenges. Frail. Fragile.

Today, i learnt that a friendship is broken. Totally broken. This friendship is worth 4 years. Yet, just by that person's thinking and character, spoils it. A mother-to-be, yet still so wilful. Just with things she insist that i had wanted, or perhaps should i say, demanded, and with words i have spoken, spoils the whole friendship.

Things that i really dun understand at all. Since when is she the leader of the group? Never was any of the 4 of us was. Everytime thinking of this, i will smirk. I dunno why, but i just will. Of course, things which she said, made my blood boil to the max. Things like she thinks that my son is very toot. Who is she to say that Jayden is toot? Just becoz he doesn't wanna call her godma? Sorry, she does not have the right to say so. She is not even in the right to criticise my son at all!

And also, when she announced her wedding, and letting her know that the dress she gave me during my wedding days was kept in the store, in which i dun even noe where it is, she complained to a certain friend that i should not even ask for sponsoring of dress in the first place when she had given me 1 in the 1st place. Hello! How am i going to dig that dress out when it is kept in a place in which i dun even noe where the hell that place is? Since she is not even this understanding enuff, den wad is the pt of even keeping this friendship?

I place too much of my trust on her. Trust me to even think of wanting to buy her hubby a cookbook for pregnant lady so that her hubby can cook for her over the weekend. Trust me to even think of wanting to help her cook chicken soup when i am free to visit her. All these trust have gone down the drain. Or perhaps treated like shit, flushed down the toilet.

Pathetic.

In this world, how mani friends can i still place my trust fully on?? How mani friends are there for me to pour my woes out on??

A little note to this person.

If in the 1st place, you dun even trust me to take charge of your wedding, den plz dun ask me to do so. If in the 1st place, you dun even wanna sponsor dress for me, you can reject me! And also, before you say other people's son toot, think whether your kid will be that way anot, cause i believe when you say people, the same thing will happen to you too! Furthermore, Jayden had told me once before this, "Mummy, no godma, only ah yi(auntie).." This has alreadi proven that he doesn't wan any godma. He onli wan you all to be his ah yi. If you are not satisfied, den fine with me. I can sae that you are fortunate to have a hubby whom is so giving to you, but still i pity him!

2009-08-19T23:30:00.001+08:00

These are the bruises i got from slipping off the bus entrance stairs.. Thou' it is healing but it seems like at the touch of it, i can feel a dent in my bone. Disturbing..

This is a day to remember.. 18th August 2009, Tuesday. Morning Bus. The result of chasing after bus 25, while boarding the bus. Slipped and fall causing a big scratch and bruise on my leg.

More to come. Please wait for me to upload all my photos to photobucket and videos via youtube.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-16T12:54:00.000+08:00

Anyone facing the same problem with me?! I just can't seem to insert any pictures and videos into blogger!!!!!!!!!!!!! What the Hell is going on!!!! And i've got plenty of things to post about!!!

傻傻的我。

2009-07-31T10:45:00.003+08:00

我今天，傻得简单，傻得可以。。有时，好想回到以前，回到过去。。回到傻傻的过去。

让我快乐，让我坏，让我天天傻傻的笑。。

对了！今天，小宝9个月大了.. 等我回到家了，再update!

傻妞工作了！

Do Your Part - Help Little Charmaine

2009-07-24T10:08:00.006+08:00

People, do your part to help her.

Little Charmaine, age 4, has been diagnosed with Neuroblastoma http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuroblastoma , She is currently in the 4th stage and fighting hard.

Many will ask, what is Neuroblastoma?

According to wikipedia, Neuroblastoma is the most common extracranial solid cancer in childhood and the most common cancer in infancy, with an annual incidence of about 650 new cases per year in the US.[1]

Close to 50 percent of neuroblastoma cases occur in children younger than two years old.[2]

It is a neuroendocrine tumor, arising from any neural crest element of the sympathetic nervous system or SNS. It most frequently originates in one of the adrenal glands, but can also develop in nerve tissues in the neck, chest, abdomen, or pelvis.

Neuroblastoma is one of the few human malignancies known to demonstrate spontaneous regression from an undifferentiated state to a completely benign cellular appearance.[3]

A disease exhibiting extreme heterogeneity, neuroblastoma is stratified into three risk categories: low, intermediate, and high risk. Low-risk disease is most common in infants and highly curable with observation only or surgery, whereas high-risk disease is difficult to cure even with the most intensive multi-modal therapies available.[4]

Hard facts.

Why am i doing this? Why am i posting this?

Reasons, I am a mummy of 2, when my kids fall ill, even a minor cold, will lead me to worry, not being able to concentrate on my work. Though i am not related to Charmaine, but all the pain she is going through is really unncessary. Probably, some might say, this is a challenge God is giving Charmaine & her family. But, have you ever thought of the pain her family are going through? Heart aching facts.

People, all you need is to do your part, donate some money to her family to help her. They need an initial deposit of SGD$500,000, to let Charmaine offer a treatment in U.S. Below is the chance of survival if she remains in Singapore for treatment and if she goes to U.S. for treatment.

Charmaine’s chances of survival are bleak (10%-20%) if she remains in Singapore for treatment. But with the treatment offered in the U.S., she has a higher chance (40%-50%) to survive this ordeal.

Now, Nuffnang is calling ALL Nuffnangers to do their part to help our little fighter. Give her a chance to live on to see this beautiful world.

Not only Nuffnang is doing so, even Singaporemotherhood.com members are doing their part to help. Below are the Threads. Visit and do your part to help.

http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/messages/581296/2693587.html?1248355648

http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/messages/581296/2625433.html?1248054232

http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/messages/581296/2625502.html?1248016105

We are not asking alot from you. It's your thoughts that counts.

And guess what, i will be doing my part to help. Every earning, minus my cost, i earn from the sales of Eumora Bar, i will donate to Charmaine.

Friends, i really hope you can help. Every kids are our Angel. They are here to teach us how to be parents, guiding them to become what we are now. Their laughters, mischiefs, pain are what we as parents get. Despite a hard day at work, upon reaching back home, hearing their little voices, laughters, seeing their mischief, making us angry, makes it really all worthwhile.

So please help!

Please refer to these websites for more information on Charmaine: http://www.ourfeistyprincess.blogspot.com/
http://www.ourfeistyprincess.com/

If you are a nuffnanger, even better. Refer to http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/forcharmaine

The fundraising campaign will run from 23rd July to 24th September 2009

How you can help:

Step 1: Donate

Monetary Aid- With the strength of 40,000 Nuffnangers in our Singapore community, if each of us donates just $2, we will be able to raise $80,000 in contributing our bit.

Please refer to http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/forcharmaine/howto.php in making a donation.

Your contribution, however small, will definitely make a difference and we sincerely urge all Nuffnangers to donate their share to this cause.

Step 2: Spread the Word

Spreading awareness of cause- Beside monetary aid, we urge all Nuffnangers to:

I. Select the option of “Allow charity ads” on your blog manager

II. Blog about this campaign in order to achieve our targeted amount together!

Link the blog post to : http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/forcharmaine

A life is precious and you can’t put a price to it.

Thanks..

2009-07-20T14:51:00.002+08:00

明天，一位好朋友要嫁人了！！

身为好朋友的我，心里是高兴的。一切，又好像回到我嫁人的那一天。不知不觉，三年了。。太快了吧。。。。。。。

当年，她是我的伴娘，明天，我就是她的伴娘。就好像一切没变，只是角色对换了。

当年，我也像她一样，未婚先孕，现在，是她。太多相同的。。

好朋友，结婚了，当人家的老婆了，不能像以前那样，韧性，刁蛮了。你常教我，要好好对老公，你也一样，知道吗？

More updates coming up.. after tomorrow... I will be busy tomorrow.. Thus anyone looking for me, plz call my mobile ya...

2009-07-02T07:56:00.003+08:00

I know i am super duper late.. Too busy... Still...

Happy belated 8 months Old to Shermes baby!!!

Say mum mum mum, ma ma ma, ah ma ah ma...
Say da da da, ahhh....
Have not sit unsupportly yet..
Have crawled commando style..
2 teeth below.. Guess upper 2 teeth coming soon..
Eaten porridge as dinner, lunch, rice cereals with purees
Still drinking 150ml of milk
Love to smile so so lot..
When snatch the things he is holding, will cry... (-.-)
When in his walker, will pull things like dining chairs, small chairs(like above videos), the frame of yao lan.. etc
Jayden's horror! Cause if Jayden doesn't keeps his toys, we will let Shermes loose and "ram" his toys... Lolx...

That's all for the time being.. I am far too sleepy to concentrate on anything..

I will be putting up an advertorial soon.. Please give me all your support! I will give you lotsa help as per my mentor has given me.. If you wanna make extra cash, beep me in msn or leave me a tag on my board ya... Love love love!!

Missing for a while

2009-06-30T12:08:00.001+08:00

People/Readers,

Please take note! I will go missing or maybe disappear till after 21st July 2009! I have got a big time event to handle, thus won't be able to blog regularly. I will try my very best to blog about Jayden and Shermes, as and when i have time to come in to post.

Please forgive me if incy wincy spider plans to stay!

House Hunting #1

2009-06-23T10:07:00.002+08:00

Ok.. I am gonna update about the 2nd viewing i went ytd...

Location: Blk 540 Serangoon North Ave 4
Time: 8pm
Decision made: Not buying

This house, when we went to view on Sunday, 21st June 2009, stepping into the 1st common room, already made me feel something is not very right. The 2nd common room is the worst. Thus, after leaving, i told hubby, something is not very right. He did not say anything about it.

During dinner, i sat him down(he finished faster than me), and talk about this. He confessed that he too, feel that something is not very right when he step into the master bedroom. Ha! I'm right.

Den ytd, we, as in PIL, mummy, Jayden and Shermes plus me and hubby, went up to take a look again.. Ya ya.. i know, very ku zhang, so many ppl go view a house together. But i do have my reason for doing so.

After viewing, FIL said that this house is no good for us. HA!! Spot on!! Women's sixth sense is correct. As in how not good, i will not say out as this is more of the feng shui prospect, i am oso not very clear of how it is, but i know it's not good for the family who move in.

Thus, our final decision is not buying and we will just continue hunting for a house nearby. As to how.. Hehe...

Stay tune!

Extreme Busy

2009-06-22T11:48:00.002+08:00

Since last Saturday onwards, i will be extremely busy this week, or probably these 1 or 2 months. Busy with so many many things..

1. Work
2. Dateline
3. Kids
4. House hunting
5. Meeting up with my baobei(s)
6. Discussing of houses
7. Coaching of the boys
8. Try to spend time alone with hubby

And so many many many many things to be done. Once the house hunting end, i will get even more busy, gotta go to hdb for appointment, renovation and touching up, moving in, getting the boys settled down in the new house...etc

Haiz... So many many things to be done.

Then, by July or August, i have to start planning for the boys' birthday. Where to bring Jayden out for celebration, where to hold Shermes's 1st birthday, cakes to be ordered, guests to invite, party decor... etc..

This year is my stressful year... Shag........

What to do. Gotta endure till everything is over..

忍！

Let Me Rant

2009-06-19T17:39:00.002+08:00

Let me rant for a while.. Just a little while...

Anger creep up in me due to that bloody laptop adaptor. I am not angry with anybody. I am fucking angry with myself.

I've got no idea why i am angry with myself. Probably it's becoz of my stupidness and negligence. Probably that is why the adaptor choose to burn itself and die on. How funny..

Due to me being angry, Mr Gastric Pain choose to come and hunt me down, at this time. Great! How great!

So what is next? Ha!

So what if hubby trade in my old laptop for a new one? The fucking hard disk choose to crash at all but THIS time! When i desperately need to use the laptop, it choose to crash! Fuck!

And when will i be able to get my hands on it? No idea! Double Ha!

Don't ask me why i couldn't just buy the adaptor. It will cost me fucking 2000++ bucks to get the original and how about the shipping charge? It will only add on. To buy a 2nd hand one, it only cover 1 month warranty. shit!

Ignore me if you think i am an idiot or if you find me irritating! I dun give it a damn!!

Events Update

2009-06-16T11:05:00.007+08:00

Birthday over.. Offically 23... Haiz... How fast time fly.. My happy week is over... Offically...

Updates and pictures here... Little words will be used...

9-06-09, Tuesday, Suntec City Convention Hall, Joaquim..

10-06-09, Wednesday, Home..

12-06-09, Friday, The Serangoon CC, Kickboxing class..

Us, after kickboxing..

Random days..

That's all... Auntie visit is making me all wearing out..

Bye..

祝我23岁生日快乐

2009-06-10T10:07:00.002+08:00

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祝我生日快乐！

二十三岁了，两个孩子的妈了，人家的老婆了。。好快。。不知不觉，二十三了。。

今年的生日，我好快乐。朋友的祝福，老公的疼爱，孩子的爱，家人的爱，我都收到了。谢谢你们！我好爱，好爱你们！！！

丽婷宝贝昨晚，和老公一起陪我提早一天庆祝了我的生日。没有华丽的蛋糕，没有华丽的舞台，只有旁观者的脚步声，我们的笑声和食物不断的咀嚼声，陪伴我们。我好开心。因为，有朋友，老公的陪伴，我好满足，好满足。我不需要朋友满天下，知己不多也很好。因为，至少，我知道哪一些朋友对我最好，在我失落，开心，伤心，快乐，伤痛，时，陪着我，爱我。

我真的好爱你们！

你可以说我肉麻，可是，我还是要说。。

我爱你们！！

当然，我也好爱，好爱我的两个宝贝儿子，老公和家人们！！！

记仇

2009-06-09T10:40:00.003+08:00

Mummy said that i 记仇 about my ah yi's words.. Perhaps i am... Probably, all i need is time to get this out of my mind.

To go or not to go??

I simply couldn't push myself now to get an answer. Maybe i should leave this question till Saturday.

How i wish i am not so emotional, when it comes to such matter. Furthermore, i am only ~~angry~~ upset with her.. The baby shouldn't be the victim of this whole story..

*big sigh*

~~Probably~~, ~~maybe~~, I should go..

*triple sigh*

Maybe i should stay in a corner, which i can call my own, and let me be alone... All alone.. Sometimes, i am all tired of all these wars and conflicts going on.. Seriously, i do not have mani good/best friends around me. My friends are handful, countable.. Some people won't really cherish what i do or say. Haiz.. I'm tired.. I want to rest..

PS:On a lighter note, i will be out celebrating my birthday in advance,1 day,with Priscilla and Yanting later on.. I will be happy for these 2 days.. Today and Tomorrow..

A little thoughts of my

2009-06-08T12:06:00.005+08:00

I'm not realli going to blog abt what happen over the weekends, will just be touching on and go..

Here it goes:

Sat..

Morning went to this Yio Chu Kang MRT Clinic to see a dematologist with 2 of my brothers.. Gosh! This cost me 80++ bucks! No choice.. for the sake of beauty, money muz be spent..

Noon time, went to John Little Expo sales and my pocket burnt triple holes! 300++ bucks spent! Bought tee, jacket, pants, bedsheets..etc.. *faint* Shop until evening den went TM have dinner den go home le..

Sun..

Morning brought Jayden for his hair cut..

Noon to my previous nanny there to visit den to Ikea, which no money is spent, except for lunch.. Den to Giant, of coz we spent money there again, Den to Bedok to pass Michelle, Royce's full mth present, Den to Jalan Raja to pass hubby's ah ma the pot, which hubby bought for her and finally HOME!! so shag..

Wan to see photos?? Lolx.. wait lar... haben got them uploaded to my lappy..

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Now, i want to touch on this.. See the picture below? Yes, shows 2 horses fighting against each other.

These 2 horses are like me and one of my ah yi.. This Sunday, i am suppose to go attend his son's younger daughter's full month party. But something which mummy told me in the car ytd, made me decide not to go.

This ah yi of my, onli told my mum about ther birth of her granddaughter last week, notifiying us to attend this full mth this Sunday. In the car, i asked my mum abt it and this is what my mum told me.

Me: Mi, you attending kor kor's daughter's full month ar?

Mummy: Ya, gotta go.

Me: Like tat ar.. Den why ah yi onli told us at this time of the month. It's like coming to 1 month le leh..

Mummy: Well, your ah yi said that it's becoz the other time, when u give birth to the small one, you did not tell her, that is why she is doing such a thing back in return.

Me: o_O huh?! Is there a need?? When i called her, i alreadi told her i did not do it on purpose.. If she thinks that i am doing it on purpose, den i am not attending. You go lor.. I dun wan go. I will just bao an ang bao and you help me pass to them can le..

Red=Me

Blue=Mummy

Haiz.. I really dun understand why between us, her sister and her niece, she muz compare until like that.. As i've said, i did not do it on purpose. The moment when we(me and mummy), realise that we forgot to notifiy the birth of Shermes baby, we gave her a call immediately and told her abt it. This one, i admit, we are at fault. But, shouldn't she as a 长辈be even more open-hearted abt this?? I am tired of having all these "wars" going on. Do you know how tiring it is?

Well, i am not going but my blessing will be there. All i wanna know from my ah yi is, did she even care abt all the kinship? I guess not.. Haiz.. How fragile kinship is..

Gotta end my sad venting/thoughts here.. Concentrate on work le.. bye

Happy 7 mths to Shermes Baby

2009-06-01T10:28:00.002+08:00

A day late but still...

HAPPY 7 MONTHS OLD TO SHERMES BABY!!!

*pix to be uploaded when i reach home

Ate his 1st porridge on 31.10.2009, but gagged and vomitted. Mummy will press on for the next few days to let him get use to porridge.
Keep going da da da da da... Or ar ba ar ba ar ba(private joke, ar ba ar ba(duck meat in hokkien..lolx!)
Will go mum mum mum..
both his hands like swatting of mosquitoes or housefly.. lolx..
like to hit table or anything he sees
Still pretty senstitive to strangers or new environment
Haben slept thru the nite yet..
Sweat extreme easily..Just like his daddy..
love to be carried ard..
Love gai gai.. if nv bring hm, he will cry.. lolx..

So fast.. 7 months le.. Seeing you from a fragile little baby to now, a 7 mths old baby... All is worth while.. Mummy loves you..

给知己

2009-05-28T16:46:00.002+08:00

给知己的一些话。。

朋友，我们已经认识了快四年了吧。四年里，你我和另两位姐妹，经历了不少变化。我，结婚生子。你。签了合约，也找到了一位爱你，疼你好男人。另两位，也各自有自己的生活。虽然，我们都有不同的想法，可是遍遍，我们四个就凑了在一起。多奇妙！

今早，一打开公司的电脑，msn一启动，就跳出了你留下的话。每一句话，就好似在责怪自己，鞭打自己，没赴约。看着你的每一句话，我的心就跳一下。刚刚，到了你的部落格看到了你的部落，心也痛了。我们没怪你，我们也认为说你在忙，不能到。也可能在想，你在睡觉。留了简讯，你看到了，我很开心。至少你看到了。

宝贝，请原谅我不会说甜言蜜语，不会好话。

Baobei.. Whatever had past, let it past. Don't hang on to be and get yourself all stressed up. We are only a phone call away from you. Being binded by something you don't like is stressful, i understand. To decide to break the bond or to stay, is your choice. If you have decided on anything, we will support your choice.

Furthermore, what is all those waiting on that day worth as? Remember how long i used to wait for you over at Marine Parade for you to bathe, change, make up..etc before we offically got out of your house and go shopping/gossip/eye on guys? Remember how we did fall out over your er jie's daughter?? Remember how you always tells me couple must always stay in bond even though the marriage cert and kids are around? Remember the day i got you as my bridesmaid? Remember the prayer you made the night before i got married and later on God got the answer and gave you the name to Jayden?

You may not remember all these, but i do. All the small details about what you have done. I will remember. Till the day my life end, i will also remember. Cause you are my 知己. I do not have plentiful of friends which are like countless. My best friends are countable and you are one of them. You understand what i need and want. You share all your thoughts with me. You share your life value with me. Every little little things, lead to me, remember for who you are. Get it?

The day you told me that you are attached and getting married soon, I felt so happy about it! Hey! I know that you are happy and having someone whom dote on you, love you, as your best friend, i am so so so happy! At least, i know someone is there to be with you when we are not around with you. You won't be lonely anymore. But still friends are friends. We love you! Understand?

Stop scolding yourself, blaming yourself for being in such a way, in which, the environment caused you to be. We understand and will always will. We want to see you be a beautiful bride on your big day! And we want to see your give birth to beautiful babies. Don't forget our promises, our babies will be our god-kids. Ya?

Finally, don't you dare to forget this! WE ARE ONLY A PHONE CALL AWAY, despite the fact we live so far away from each other, ok??

We love you!

My current obsession

2009-05-28T11:26:00.004+08:00

My Current Obsession

Yes, you read me right. I am writing about my current, latest, obsession, which caught me hard. So hard that it gets me thinking about it all day long, all night long.

Everyone have their very own obsession which they have. Sex, money, cat, dogs, books, cars..etc.. People gets obsessed with different things at different time. Like me.. At one time, i get obsessed with money. The next, sex. And now, Twilight.

No. You did not read me wrong.

Twilight by the famous author Stephenie Meyer.

The one which is made into a movie.

The story about Edward Cullen and Isabella Swan.

It got me so obsessed that i even went to buy the DVD ytd, after work and watch till 1am before i turn in for the night. It made me feel as if i am in the story, being Isabella Swan. Every word i read made me so breatheless and makes my heart skipping. No books has got me so so engross that i had to make myself read and read till i get the answer i wanted. Stupid ya.

Obviously i know many will say,"Twilight is like out in the market for so long and only now, you got hooked on?? Are you a tortise or wad?" Blah blah blah.. Go ahead and say what you want. I couldn't be bothered. I am like this. Unless someone tells me it's good, or else i won't do a single thing about it. Call me tortise, call me turtle, call me wu gui.. BAH!!!

This is the next one i am going on to. Had read review on New Moon. Some said it's not as good as Twilight. But let me read on first before i conclude anything ya.

There are like 2 more books which i am going to grab down off the bookstore once i am done with New Moon.

Eclipse

Breaking Dawn

Hehe... So exciting.. Saw over the net that Midnight Sun has been illegally being exposed online. Nah! I'm not even going to read it. I am going to wait for the book to be out and OWN it. Lolx...

Guess i'm going to grab the soundtrack next.. Hehe...

Pris baobei had said that it's not as good as those of Japanese Comic. I beg to differ. Probably, it's the kick in me that caught me wanting to know about vampires. That is when i just had to go on reading it before i even totally stop and get on with a new obsession. But still, Twilight is going to be the best ya.

PS: When is the New Moon movie ever going to be air? I wanna ask hubby to bring me to watch the movie..... *desperate*

Ending here and *poof*

Weekend updates

2009-05-28T10:35:00.007+08:00

I have gone missing again.. Due to cough... Haiz.. Bad weather haunting everyone, thus plz take good care ya... And, 1st H1N1 case is in Singapore, thou the victim is in stable condition and 24 others are quarentined, BUT still, ppl plz be extra extra careful when comes to hygiene and health ya...

Let me post a quick post on what happened over the weekend and oso.. I will be doing 2 post today before i disappear over the weekend for more upcoming events again... lolx.... This will be the 1st post... Here it goes..

23rd May 2009, Saturday

Usual busy morning, getting the kids to bathe, eat, milk feed and going over to my MIL's side to let her and FIL see the kids.. Shermes baby as usual, cry upon reaching and upon being carried by my GMIL(this is hubby's maternal's side one).. Caught a migraine after an afternoon nap.. Gosh...

The real event starts in the late evening when we go over to Diana's 21st Birthday party.

Theme: Back to School..

Thou everyone wasn't realli dressed in sch uniforms, but i realli like the custom made tee which Diana's family, including her maid, had.

Left to Right: Chef de Partie, Sous Chef, Chef de Partie, Ambassador (the birthday ger), Sous Chef..

Nice rite? How i wish i had this kinda party back then. *groan*

Ok.. back to topic.. below is some pix, ok lar, 2 pix of me,Diana and Yan.. Not missing Shermes baby..

I looked like ghost.. Pardon me.. Guess have to change bb cream or my powder... haiz..

And this is Diana's custom made birthday cake.. So pretty..........

Makes me triple envy envy envy................................... Gosh! Ignore my stupidness..

9++ after taking pix with Diana, we went home.. Tired and exhausting... And of coz, tat bloody migraine of my continues on... Haiz... Had to pop ibrufen before the headache eases... Sian..

24th May 2009, Sunday

Went to hubby's cousin's son's full month party.. Was suppose to go to Royce's but had to give it a miss.. So Sorry Michelle! Doubt u will read my blog lar hor.. But still, SORRY!!!

Venue: The White Rabbit, Dempsy Road..
Time: 3pm to 6pm
Weather: Terribly HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let the pictures do the talking.. Before this, a little small comment of my. This place is a good place to go chilling out at nite, when the weather is cooling.. Thus, ppl driving, you can drive up and chill out with frenz, drink, chit chat, gossip over there at nite..

Me did not take any pix.. Ugliness set in me thus avoiding the camera.. lolx... Silly me..

Oh! and something abt Shermes baby tat i notice for quite sometimes. It's seems like for some apparent reason, when he sees/being carried by hubby's grandma(maternal side), he will cry and cry and cry.. But on Sunday, i noticed tat when he is being carried by hubby's granny(paternal side), he kept veri quiet, no crying, and let her carry him, talk to him.. It makes me reali wonder why...

Probably this is wad the old folks call Fate..

As for Jayden, he is forever so bouncy and hyper active.. cannot stand him.. lolx

Left tat place abt 5++ den went home rest.. Tired ah!!!

Ok.. 2 more pix before i end this post and continue on to the next post.. Taken on Monday morning, before setting off to work...

My 2 most precious.. Mummy love you..

Post 1 end.. Post 2 coming up! Stay tune!!!

Neglect

2009-05-18T10:14:00.002+08:00

Yup i noe i have neglected my blog.. Not updating, not posting onli plurking.. What the hell am i doing?? So sorry, i am busy with my work, my kids and my life.

Both my kids are down with cough and flu, almost the whole family is down.. My lil' brother oso down with cough till ytd, made double boiled pear for Jayden and my lil' brother.. Will post this receipe later on when i double boil again..

Den i have made brocolli puree dor Shermes, in which, Jayden wanted too.. Thus, tonite i will be making carrot puree.. Will post on this tml..

Hubby went to Genting over the weekend.. Haiz.. Ppl asked me, "why he nv bring you go?? Why you nv ask him to bring you go??"

Please, you nv i nv kao bei meh?? I kao bei so mani times and get myself hurt so mani times, yet, wad is the results?? Onli i will noe.. Ppl see the surface and dun see the inner.. How mani times i wanted to go enjoy myself, but end up gave up on the tots.... Ppl wun see it.. To me, what i wanted now is not those material things, is a house, a HOUSE!!! i had enuff of staying under ppl's roof and having to look at ppl's face before you do anything.. Who will care?? No one but myself.. Haiz..

Ya ya, ppl will say, "quit whining and blame yourself!" Fine, i blame myself.. Probably, i should even disappear from this world and be all alone myself.

Whoever who dun understand me, plz dun tell me what to do.. I hate to be told what to do when i noe myself too well..

Haiz.. Forget it.. too much whining makes ppl puke..

On a lighter side, I've got a daughter.. erm, to be exact, GOD-DAUGHTER.. She is Valerie! Yup, Bell's daughter is my god-daughter.. Hehe... I am gonna have mani mani mani god-daughter since i dun have any...

A note to myself: All these while, i have been thinking abt 1 matter.. That is to adopt a girl to be my daughter.. But there are a lot of things which i need to consider abt. How to break to her tat, she is not my biological daughter? If i were to break to her tat i am not her biological mummy, how will she react? Will she go look for her biological parents? Will she not want me aftermath? Haiz.. too mani things... Shall see how...

Happy 6 mths old!!

2009-05-01T17:37:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 6 MONTHS OLD TO SHERMES BABY!!!!!!

Has learnt to flip and using his leg to kick and turn round the area.

Still has not sleep thru the nite... *wonder when*

Drink 150ml 3 to 4 hourly

Stable in walker and even know how to chase after kor kor..

Suck fingers

carried in upright position

Started on rice cereal today, 1st May 2009

2 lower pearlies spotted

Will keep saying mum mum, mum mum.. lolx

Will go ahh ahh ahh ahh with me as if in a conversation with me.. lolx

The rest more or less the same as last month...

Will update all pix of him on rice cereal once i got the pix..

AND.. a revamp will be done on this blog soon... Stay tune!!!

Jayden is sick

2009-04-14T10:41:00.002+08:00

Jayden is down with a cough and fever.. will onli be back probably over the weekend to update abt the zoo trip on Good Friday. Also update abt Shermes' flip flip flip and swim swim swim.. lolx...

Love..
June (",)

Breaking down 2

2009-04-08T13:00:00.002+08:00

Mani things happen recently causing me to feel this way. I hate this feeling.

Some may think that i am wrong.
Some may think that i am overprotective towards my kids.
Some may think that i am crazy during days.
Some may think that i am short of responsibility.
Some may think that i am strict towards my baby's diet.
Some may think that what i do is all wrong.
Some may think that whatever i am thinking is all mad.
Some may think that i am not understanding enuff towards them.

There are still so mani of them which i can't finish naming them, but to me, this is me. You accept me or you leave me. When i know that i am wrong, i will change for the better. But when i know i am right, forget about asking me to change what i know is right. No way will i!!

Ppl think i am stubborn.. Yes! I am downright stubborn, take it or leave it!

Incidents like hubby's ah yi sneakily, feeding Shermes a pc of cny biscuits(those white white colour ones), i shouted at her and told her NOT TO GIVE!!! Fancy her to qn me WHY?? I can tell you, tat pc of thing contain coconut milk, sugar and some other content which cannot be fed to baby at a tender age of 5 mths!! Quit questioning me WHY!!! Cause you are like feeding my baby poison, it's juz that this pc of poison wun kill but will cause him a whole life of allergy!! I dun care how u feed ur kid in the PAST coz IT IS THE PAST!!! You like to feed so much, ask ur daughter to get married, give birth to a grandson/daughter den u feed! Dun do all these nonsense things to my baby when i,myself, know what is the best and what is not the best for my baby!

Furthermore, i am Shermes' mummy, not you! You ppl got no right to even tell me what to do and what not to do. I am already giving you FACE to carry my baby. I tell you, in future, your son-in-law might find u irritating due to all your nonsense theory used in the past!! Hate me?? TOO BAD FOR YOU CAUSE I NV LIKE YOU TOO!!! HA!

Me, get it clear, me! I consulted the nurses in polyclinic before i make any clear decisions. My baby is in the 90 percentile for his weight! Thus, all the semi solid will have to wait till he turn 6 mths old. So wad if in the past u feed ur kid semi solid at 4 mths old(mummies whom feed their babies at 4 mths old, plz dun be angry. I am not scolding you all.), this is new age 21st century! Get this clear, 21st century! I have my own principle which i hold on to! Yes! i say NO to mani things when it comes to my baby's diet. So what if you dun like? I dun give it a damn! Coz this is my KID!!! GET THIS CLEAR!! My kid!!!

I dun even care whether hubby hates me for this, still i am going to sae, I DISLIKE YOU!!!!

Verge of breaking down

2009-04-07T10:03:00.002+08:00

If ever one day i were to break down, i will juz leave the house and him for days.

I am tired of him telling me everything is his fault.
I am tired of telling him how i feel, yet he wun do a single thing to it.
I am tired of getting him to do things.
I am tired of telling him off like shit.
I am tired of him not sheilding me when i got chip for no reasons.
I am tired of him not wanting to accept the responsibility.
I am tired of him glue-ing to the cyberspace the moment he opens his eyes.
I am tired of him getting impatient when asked to put the elder son to slp.
I am tired of him getting irritated when asked to feed the little one midnite feed.
I am tired of him working late and not caring abt my feeling at all.

And now, i hate everything abt him!!!

Maid Abuse Kids

2009-04-02T13:43:00.006+08:00

I am back with this:

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=64592

Yes.. this is from Stomp and it's is as per what you have seen and read.. Horrible.. This maid odd to be shot to death! Fancy her kicking, slapping and worse, STANDING, yes, you did not read me wrong.. STANDING on the kid... Realli makes my heart wrench so much... Hate maids who do such a thing to kids..

So what if they are not your kids, doesn't they even have the human rights to cry or even be nottie?? They are not human izzit? They are not given birth by daddy mummy izzit? Don't you even have a daddy mummy, whom gave birth to you?? Idiot maids(I dun mean all.. only meant those who abuses kids)!!!! Govt kept wanting Singaporeans to give birth to more babies to increase populations, but how can we not worry abt all these small small details?? F those maids... They shot be put into the kids' shoes and be punished like how they punished those kids...

Make me angry... F F F!!!!

Like i have said before in my previous post, 3 yrs back, when Jayden is onli a newborn, my MIL said before to let a maid take care of him, under an adult supervision, while i am at work. I rejected her decision and say i rather let Hubby's ah ma take care. Den over at hubby's ah ma there, my MIL again said, once the maid is stable, let her take care of Jayden during the nite.. I rejected again and took care of him during nite time, despite the fact tat i need to work the next day. Now, looking at all these and Jayden being so close to me, it onli make me feel that my decisions are right. If ever i am to listen to my MIL's decision, den probably, Jayden will be one of those victims..

I pray that all these kids will not suffer from trauma and be healthy, happy and strong.

In fact, i do have another 2 videos which i decide to upload here to bring awareness to all mummies...

Warning: Video may be disturbing to some viewers

Make me wanna scold these maids more.. *roar*

4.30pm, Post note:

It's too disturbing.. My whole mind kept thinking about this matter. Even my mum, whom i told my brother to show her, said this maid is cruel.. I've got no mood to work at all now. I feel like stepping out of the office just like that but i can't put down my work to go off like that. I hate this kinda feeling. Too disturbing. Maybe i will be dreaming of this tonight or even the whole week.

I pray that the girl is alright. Like one of the Stompers have said, actions should be taken against the maid, not matter where it happens in, whether it is in Singapore or Malaysia(I found the actual video in youtube, and the contributor is in Malaysia).

This should be brought to attention to any Ministers in Singapore.

Happy 5 Months to Baby Shermes

2009-03-30T22:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 5 MONTHS TO SHERMES BABY!!

Drinks 150ml every 3 hourly still
Smile alot when we play with him
Scream to get for attention when we ignore him
Haben noe how to flip yet.. will be waiting patiently..
Wants ppl to carry him to slp.. (I am the one who spoil him coz i sarong him when we go gai gai)
Haben slp thru the nite yet.. (argh! torturing ah!!)
Weighs 9.125kg as of 14th March 2009 (*gurp*)
Like to suck his fist like as if it is so delicious like tat..
Like to be carried in upright position..
Anything which we give it to him (handkerchief, cloth, teether..etc), he will put them into his mouth..
Will put his leg high up like Majesty.. lolx
Likes to listen to pop music..
Will turn his head to look for kor kor

Still, he haben flip over.. shall wait patiently for this day to come.. Been wanting to let him swim in his own private swimming pool, but due to the bad weather, so gave up the thought of it.. Haiz.. shall let him try again on Sunday..

Mummy love you and kor kor.. You are both my pride and joy...

Heart Sank

2009-03-26T16:07:00.002+08:00

Received an email today. Haiz.. Saw the videos and my heart sank immediately... Realli not sure if i should load the videos up here... I pray tat the babies are safe..

The onli thing, after watching the videos, that i can be happy abt is, my decision 3 yrs back is correct. At least i did not agree to my MIL's decision...

Perhaps i will onli post the videos ONLI when there is a lot of ppl requesting me to post up ba... Other wise i will not post up.. Or... let me think if i should post up the videos.. Let me think thru first... Haiz...

137

2009-03-19T17:57:00.001+08:00

Kind

You are the glue that holds friends together. You are the person people go to when they feel down, sad, or depressed. You maintain good relations with people not because you want to, but because you can't not do it... You are often taken for granted, which keeps you wanting to change! Advice: Step up for yourself and make a change... kindness is abused nowadays!

Yes, this is me.. I am sometimes just far too kind that ppl take me for granted and get me all abused and hurt.. Probably i should be like others, be mean and not let them abuse my kindness.. HA!

Busy

2009-03-16T10:36:00.004+08:00

I will be "disappearing" perhaps this whole week.. I am now filled with personal tax, shifting of house(have offically moved over to mum's place), mum's kitchen still under renovation(done this week) & jaga my boys.. I am all tired... I wanted to stop and take a huge rest.. But not able to.. Haiz..

Oh ya.. with regards to my previous post, yes, i have decided to give it a try on ready stock for clothes 1st... But this will onli start on after 18th April 2009, after the personal tax matter...

Gonna go and settle the personal tax matter... Ciaoz...

PS: Blog hopping and saw ppl criticising young mummies... Haiz.. those ppl juz cannot stop and accept the fact of it... Grow up ppl... What happen has happen.. You ppl nv stand in our position to take for us.. Wait till the day u are in our shoe den u will noe tat on our part it is not easi.. Stupid ppl like u speak stupidly..

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Tag replies:

* Suzhen *: I also pondering if i should sell any ready stock online when there already got so many ppl selling..
Ans: I have decided le.. But will have to wait until after the personal tax filing lor..

Pondering

2009-03-09T14:41:00.002+08:00

If i were to bring in ready stock for clothes & bags, will there be anyone who patronise? Makes me ponder, ponder and ponder...

Should i even give it a try to these ready stocks? A big risk to everything, yet i would like to give it a try... Realli dunno wad i should do to earn extra income... Haiz....

Hello Kitty Mahjong set

2009-03-06T16:17:00.004+08:00

Am so obssess with Hello Kitty Gold Mahjong Set.. Saw it online and i am like so tempted to buy them lor... Grr....

Will any one of you wanna buy if i am able to get stock for this Hello Kitty Mahjong Set??

Even the chips are imprinted with Hello Kitty... Had email a supplier abt this and hoping this person can quote me a cheap price(she is selling at $298/set), perhaps less than $200, if mani mani mani ppl buy.. I realli wanna get my hands on them.. Imagine having frenz, esp gers, at ur house, awww-ing over ur mahjong set while you are playing.. Hehe.. how happy can you get?

Let me wait for the supplier's reply before i get back to post abt this again...

Hello Kitty Mahjong set! Wait for me!!!!!!

House shifting, puree making

2009-03-02T10:27:00.004+08:00

Today is the 2nd of march.. Still no sign of my salary coming.. Shall wait until afternoon ba..

As i've said before in my previous post, i will be shifting house veri soon.. This mth will be moving over to my mum's place.. bit by bit i will be bringing my things over there.. Not all of my things, some will go to the store area which fil rented, some will follow me... How time flies, time for me to shift back there.. During this period of time, i will be busy due to packing and shifting.. Wad to do... Haiz..

Oh.. i have seen in some mummies blog tat their babies have started on cereal/brown rice(zao mi zhou).. Let me say something before i carry on the topic i wanna carry on for..

If any mummies think tat wadever i am going to sae is crap, den u're welcome to leave this blog.. I will not force anyone to follow wad i am doing.. This is all up to personal preface.. No force at all.. Ok?

Here is wad i am going to touch on.. This is all my personal experience frm 3 yrs ago and oso frm ppl whom i've met in the past.. Tat is where i learn abt my knowledge with regards to babies now..

3 yrs ago, when Jayden was abt 4 mths+, he was still under the care of my hubby's ah ma.. I was den staying there, juz coz i couldn't bear to leave Jayden there.. I suffered but i survived.. As i've said, at 4 mths, she started him with chou bi(brown rice-home made).. This i am fine with it.. Den one of the day, my mil & his ah ma, came up with the idea of feeding Jayden half boil egg.. Initially, i am fine with it.. But upon seeing the feeding process and his rashes acting up, my heart wrench... I went to office and called my mum to ask abt this egg feeding.. Of coz, my mum flare and later on got me to call hubby to tell them, no more of such thing..

Juz nice, tat nite, a baby program on air was touching on this issue.. gradually i learn abt this.. No feeding of baby half boil egg.. Should u wan to feed, feed them with 1/4 egg yolk, bear this in mind, the egg yolk muz be hard boil egg. As Jayden belongs to the overweight baby category, nurse actually advise us to stop him chou bi and carry on with his milk until 6 mths.. Thus, all the brown rice was stopped until he turn 6 mths.. Later on, Jayden was taken care of by a babysitter..

When Jayden reach 6 mths, he was realli given chou bi and at the same time, i gave him puree.. Home made puree.. Not difficult to make.. No preservatives added.. All natural.. Currently, i have not give Shermes any puree yet, coz i believe till date, he still belong to the overweight category juz like his kor kor is... I will ask the nurse for permission when i bring him for his monthly jab on 14th March.. If the nurse allows, i will prepare the puree and oso post the process of how i make the puree here..

If any mummy is interested, do leave me a tag and i will let you noe how i actually make it.. Coz i believe, our babies deserve it..

Oh! With regards to baby allergies you can google for it.. And oso, a final note, peanuts, strawberry, kiwi and seafood should be kept away from babies until 1 yr old or later.. All these can cause life time allergy, which can be oso deadly..

Cheers!

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Tag replies:

sherlyn: heyheyhey!!! hen xiang ni leh
sherlyn: linklinklink!!
sherlyn: yourbuttsucks.blogspot.com

Ans: Link le.. Tag me more often ya.. Love!

Happy 4th Month to Shermes!

2009-02-28T13:45:00.004+08:00

Happy 4th Month to Shermes baby!!!

Drinks 150ml every 3 hourly
Knows how to smile when we are playing with him
Haben noe how to chuckle yet.. will be waiting..
Haben noe how to flip yet.. will be waiting also..
Wants ppl to carry him to slp.. (I am the one who spoil him coz i sarong him when we go gai gai)
Haben slp thru the nite yet.. (argh! torturing ah!!)
Weighs 8kg as of 10th Feb 2009 (*gurp*)
Scream like his kor kor... Haiz.. (Now he is screaming for attention..)
Like to suck his fist like as if it is so delicious like tat..
Like to be carried in upright position..
Anything which we give it to him (handkerchief, cloth, teether..etc), he will put them into his mouth..

The rest cannot remember le.. will edit the updates when i remember any..

Mani things happen thru out the week.. But, wad past is past.. March is coming.. I will be contented with wad i have... Gotta go take care of the boys now.. Bye!

我讨厌你！

2009-02-23T09:41:00.002+08:00

我讨厌现在的你！我讨厌！你为了一个电话这样对我们，为何？我真的不明白。你让我又爱又恨。可是，昨天的事，你让我恨你，很到我心在淌血。你知道吗？告诉了你，你就会把罪放在自己身上。你有想过我的感受吗? 没有...

我更讨厌你当乌龟的样子！每当有事发生，你就有如打太极拳似的，把所有的东西给我做。我是人，是你老婆，不是你的佣人！儿子你没分吗？有时，我真的能希望你能好好的把我们当成一家人看待。可是，你却让我觉得你的同事，朋友和电话想你家人多过于我们想你家人。他们能得到你得欢笑，我们不能。他们能拥有你得哈哈大笑，我们不能。为何？我讨厌你！真的讨厌你！！

我不要这样的你！我不要！我的心哭了多少遍，你知道吗？

Post V Day

2009-02-20T10:58:00.013+08:00

Post V day update.. No celebration on actual day. Roses given on Friday the 13th. Ya.. He's not someone whom is romantic, given diamond ring, roses, candlelight dinner.. Oh well.. Better than nothing..

Oh well.. Funni thing is, till date, my roses haben wither leh.. lolx.. wonder wad hubby did to it.. lolx... oh well.. Some videos to share..

Enjoy!

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Tag Replies:

XueEr: Wah. Shermes so big alr! And so chubby ! ;D
Ans: Ya lor.. Big size baby.. lolx! Valention oso cute & chubby.. =D

Diapers, diapers, diapers!

2009-02-18T09:55:00.003+08:00

Any mummies wan to buy cheap diapers? Currently 1 organiser is holding a BP for cheap diapers. Mamy poko(normal diapers), drypers, fitti basic & huggies dry comfort, dry & pull up pants available! If you wan, den i can help to collect for you.

~~PM me in msn(zhen_6@hotmail.com) before this Friday for more details!!!!!~~

Monday Blues

2009-02-16T11:45:00.005+08:00

Monday Blues! Boooooo...............

Hubby bought me a bouquet of rose on friday the 13th.. I tot i was blind at that time when i saw him walking towards me with the rose.. lolx... and oso a box of chocolate frm ... ... erm.... forgot wad name.. let me go home and take pix le den post up hor... Too busy and tummy turning over the weekends..

This week will be another busy and tiring week.. Will post up all the details soon.. so mani things to update leh..... Haiz... Hubby will be going for his driving lesson this sat.. Hehe... so finally.. lolx..

Oh! I will be shifting to my mum's place in Serangoon North temporarily in March. So frenz staying in Hougang, AMK or even Serangoon, give me a beep beep to ask me out... But if i am busy, plz pardon me as i will be hunting for my love nest, near my mum's place, at the same time.. This is my biggest aim for this year! Muahahahaaa.... If i am able to get it this yr, den mahjong session will be available without having to have too much worries... lolx.. frenz can even stay over for soccer sessions(for the boys), long long chit chat sessions(for the ladies) or perhaps party!(for everyone!!) This is onli if i am able to get my love nest... hehe...

Gotta work le.. Tag me more leh......................................................

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Happy Valentines' Day

2009-02-14T19:24:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentines' Day to everyone!

Will be back to update..

Shermes Update! (3 mths)

2009-02-10T14:14:00.003+08:00

I'm back to update.. my 2nd update of the day.. lolx... Juz came back frm Shermes' 3rd mth immunisation.. i am totally shock when i saw the weighing scale!! Guess wad, at 3mths and 1 wk, he weigh a whooping 8kg!!!! omg! how on earth did he get so ....... !! haiz... *faint* Initially i still wan to increase his milk, but now.. no no.. i wun increase. Have asked the nurse abt this matter and she oso advised not to increase. If ever we wan to increase, we will have to lengthen his milk feeding hours. Oh well.. Dun increase! Leave it as it is.. shall monitor until the day he reach the acceptable weight.

Oh! and he is 60cm long... lolx.... head circumference 39cm..

end here.. tata!

Shermes @ 3mths, Jayden Big Smile

2009-02-10T09:55:00.008+08:00

Anybody miss Shermes?
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Lolx..

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i sure noe of someone whom miss him..

Wan to see him?

You sure you wan to see him?

I bet you're scolding me now... lolx

No regret huh?

k lar.. enuff of this.. there you go! (scroll down)

Eh? Oh! This is Jayden.. lolx... Pai sei... Scroll down further..
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There you go!!

Hehe... Happy? Hope you do.. Gotta End my post here... Bringing him for 3rd mth immunisation later.. *blehx*

Sad, yet true

2009-02-09T11:06:00.002+08:00

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?commentPageNo=8&id=55025#comment

Pris showed me the above link. Yes, it's veri sad, but yet it is so so true.

On one part, the govt wan us Singaporeans to give birth to more babies to boost the popularity growth, yet on the other part, companies in Singapore replaces our job to other ppl during/after our maternity leave. How sad can this be? Veri or perhaps, extreme. And, how true can this be? Extremely true.

Be pregnant is a joy to the family but is a threat to the company(unless ur company is pro-family). Being a mummy, we go thru 9 mths pregnancy(which includes all the vomitting, aching..etc), den the birthing process, afterwhich, we watch our bundle of joy grow up. To all mummies, this is joy. But when we return to work, there are onli 2 possibilities.

1. You get replaced.
2. You receive full loads of welcome from everyone at work.

But be cruel and get real, option 1 is usually the case. Haiz... In this cruel society, women are usually seen as the loser(unless you are so strong tat no one can take over u or pull u down). Too bad as it is. Like me, after i come back frm my leave, mani things were taken off me. I still have my job which i am glad, but most of my jobs were spread out. One part i am angry, but another part of me, i am glad. At least, i wun have to rush in and out of office like mad. Whatever it is, i will stay happy. All i am waiting now, is Mabel to take over the bridal shop den i will be gone.

Enuff of this. Now to talk abt hubby. Recently, i've been veri mad abt hubby(perhaps it's PMS tat got me since auntie is visiting me..haiz..) It seems like things he do will make me flare. Haiz... Or probably most men are like tat.. i dunno.. Pardon me since wad ever i am going to sae is in chinese.

有时，我真的不知道要如何说你好。说你对我好，这可是真的。说你不好，我也不知要气还是不气好。就说我和孩子就好。每一次，当我忙得快疯了，你却不帮忙，坐在一边，玩你的电脑，看你的电视。要你帮忙，叫了好多好多次，你才脸黑黑的帮忙。我错了吗?

就像上个星期六，我咳得快没气了，你也没理。等到我开始唠叨时，你才去找药给我吃。半夜，要你给小儿子喂奶，你也情不感心不愿的喂。告诉你很多次了，你一定要看时间，可是，最后，你还是没看。作天也是，小儿子就在你旁边嚷嚷的那么大声，我不知你是故意还是无意，你宁可和你的同事八卦有的没的，也不去抱抱他。你的那些八卦那么重要吗？你可以不要事事都要我，我妈咪，和你妈做好吗？你好歹也是两个孩子的爸爸，你也有责任照顾他们。你累，我也累。你得工作，你也有工作。可是，我还是每晚上妈咪家看他们，抱抱他们，放他们睡了才回家。我不累吗？天天要搞到12点才睡，隔天，7点就要起床。我们做的这些是为了我们想要拥有的家，为了给孩子快乐，为了我们的未来。我真的希望你能好好的想想。

你是我选的老公。我没后悔选了你。你再不好，也是我选的。你对我的好，我看到，也会放在心里到黑发变白发。

老公，我爱你。

Me, myself and I.. lolx

2009-02-06T16:47:00.004+08:00

If ppl have read my blog, u will noe tat i went for a makeover.. I went to chop my hair off! lolx.. Did i feel sad? I would sae No.. I did this for the sake of Shermes.. I dun wan him to go pulling my long hair and put into his mouth, which hasn't happen.. Thus i chop chop chop my hair into shoulder length.. Happy as i am! at least i wun have to so ma fan care abt my long hair drop until everywhere oso got...

This is how short my hair is... hehe.. no realli short lar.. reasonable length...

I noe the pix is small.. bear with me.. i am in office.. my lappy is with my brother.. And i noe i am still fat... haiz.. on the process of dieting... I wan to shed those weights off me... i wan it to be done before Sept'09. Coz i got a wedding to attend i am one of the sister grp... lolx!!! thus i wanna lost those weights and fit into those pretty dresses... *blehx*

Oh well.. gotta fast fast clear my things before i go home.. tata..

Jayden, Shermes & work

2009-02-03T08:55:00.002+08:00

Back in office earli morning, eating breakfast in front of computer.. Sian..

Update on Jayden & Shermes on their day under my mum's babysitting...

Jayden woke up at 5+am looking for mummy.. den dunno for how long, he fall aslp.. Morning my mum gave him his morning milk, drank onli 3 oz den went to look for my dad.. My dad had to stop his morning prayer half way and get him to drink.. drank another 2 oz den stop.. Later on, i receive a call, Jayden called me on my mum's house phone. No one had an idea how he manage to do so.. Lolx...

Den my mum brought him to sch, he cried causing the other kids to follow.. Haiz... After school, he kept looking for daddy and mummy... My mum told him tat we were at work, had to earn money to buy milk powder.. Den afternoon, mum gave him his afternoon milk, had onli 2 oz den fall aslp le... Nv slp long... Haiz...

Evening, Jayden had 2 mouths of rice den protest again.. my mum had to resort to a lot of ways before he had another 2 mouths.. haiz.. this boy ar... gek sim.. 7+pm, i reach my mum's place.. He hug on to me so tight tat he doesn't wan to let him have dinner... Had to be a bit fierce before i go have my dinner... Den abt 9+pm, pat him to slp before i go off..

Shermes did not slp alot the whole day ytd too.. It's either he slp a while onli or he slp den jayden will come and beat his chest den he will wake up... how to slp.... Haiz...

These 2 boys, i am not worried too much abt Shermes since he still doesn't realli recognise me yet.. I am more worried abt Jayden. I have been with him every nite for the past 2 yrs plus. Den now, i have to leave him with my mum at nite den go back to Tampines. I am heartache but there is nothing i can do much unless i buy a house during the fire sales period. Den i will bring him back home at nite den back to my mum's in the day. Shall wait for fire sales to come.. *patient*

Now work... Came back ytd and receive a news. I kena complain for talking to my client's staff coz they are worried tat i will leak out their profit/loss to their staff.. Haiz... Since they alreadi sae so, i shall go back today and ask them once again. If it is confirm tat i am not wanted, i will feedback to my boss and i am happi to stay in my office, sitting on my cosy chair.. Haiz... 9.07am le.. Gotta get back to work...

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Back at work

2009-02-02T10:11:00.001+08:00

I am back to work!! Haiz... Sian... Start work le... Wad to do.. good days are over.. time to come back and slog.. oh well.. Gotta work le... Boring.......................

CNY Updates & Shermes 3rd mth

2009-01-31T14:00:00.002+08:00

1st....

Happy 3rd Months to my dearest Baby Shermes!!!!

Next up.. CNY update.. Gonna be veri wordy since i do not have the pix with me.. Nv realli take pix either...

first day of cny..

Woke up earli and go over to FIL side de relative for visiting.. tiring and angry day.. Why?
Morning while curling my hair, FIL keep asking us to hurry hurry hurry... Haiz.. end up nv curl, faster go off.. even make up oso chin chin cai cai... haiz... Den off to his mum's side(grandmother-in-law), was so busy coz jayden keep wanting to me to carry him... bo bian.. have to carry him in and out... Den suddenly, hubby de da gu, came over and ask me,"you haben bai nian to me hor?" Den i was like,"i am not free, this fellow(Jayden) keep wanting ppl to carry." Den she so not happy give him ang bao... Ha!! I heck care u lor.. i am not even close to u and i am so damn not free.. So not understanding.. PUI!!

Den eat(tat day eat vegetarian , but i had some bak kua at home.. lolx) den off to visit hubby's Ee po and 2nd uncle.. After tat, go back home rest a while and off to his grandma's place for dinner...

2nd thing tat made me angry... While carrying Shermes, his grandma told me not to keep carry him, later he keep looking at me, den dun wan let other ppl carry him den jia lat loh! I was like, how can she sae such a thing in front of kids? So wad if he is close to me? She jealous ar? Sorri.. There is nothing wrong ok?

After dinner, go back home and rest.

2nd day of CNY..

Tat day, i got up earlier than the 1st day, got to curl my hair and make up properly.. Happi... 1st stop, to hubby's ah ma's house for visiting... Shermes did not slp well, coz this ah yi carry, tat ah yi carry.. wan slp oso cannot slp properly lar... haiz... Den abt 1+ to 2pm, went off to my mum's place to bai nian 1st before heading to my ah kim's place.. All went well, until evening abt 4+ to 5+pm, something happen to Jayden.. He was playing with scotchtape. We nv ever teach him how to use scotchtape, not to mention play.. All these was the doing of my younger ah kim's son. He was the one who started all these! And coz of this matter, my dad slapped Jayden. How headache am i.. This goes to my mum... Haiz... no one saw it except hubby and 1 of my brother.. Haiz.... This matter, i will nv forget.. Spoilt brat!! Lucky i onli see them once a yr...

And when their maid(this brat has a younger sis) were feeding them dinner, do u noe how they eat? They lie down on the floor and eat! This time, my ah kim came and told them off,"Pa mei(this is how they call my ah kim) feed u, Pa mei dun like to see kids this way!" Den they properly sit up to eat. My mum saw this matter and ask my ah kim, why their mummy dun wan put them to those before and after school care. Guess wad? One of them told my mum to go to the before and after school care herself! BRAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ill brat!! I onli pity the maid coz at home, if the maid ever scold them off, they will call their mum up and complain. End up, the maid will get the scolding.. Bratz!!! Good thing i onli see them once a yr..

*cool down*

Abt 7+ to 8+pm, we went home.. tired...

3rd day of CNY

Evening, my dearest jie mei frm MDIS came to my place(actual fact is my MIL's place lar), for gathering.. Bought them dinner which cost me a bomb but it's ok.. Chit chat and gossiped alot abt the past.. Den played blackjack.. Wah piang! i be banker i lost so much money lor... Haiz... Nvm.. once a yr...

Oh well.. it's been a long time the 4 of us had so much fun... Hope we can have such fun again! Looking forward to Mabel getting married!! I will be the Matron of Honour!! *erhem hem* Hehe...

This yr... the 2 boys collected over $1000++ of ang bao.. Nv go see whose is whose.. Thus me and hubby came up with a decision.. This $1000++ will be divided into 2.. Hehe... Dun rob me! Rob them! lolx....

Lastly, i will be changing my link soon.. Perhaps after i come back frm my hair make over.. lOlx...

End Note: This little msg is to someone whom doesn't cherish a friendship of 10+ yrs... U this so call "princess" warnings have been given to u against tat someone u like. If you do not want to listen, juz tell her tat u do not believe her. Is there a need for u to spout nonsense and spread rumours? Sorri.. We look down on you. In our eyes, you are juz a xiao mei mei.. Perhaps, tat someone u like is an oil rig to u, but to us, he is a pc of SHIT!! SAI!! understand? A pc of DA BIAN!!! She is a fren of urs for so so so mani yrs and coz of a man, HA!! BITCH! u are a BITCH! Quit bitching ard us.. Coz to us, it doesn't affect us, not even our life! We are not even bothered by it coz our EQ is higher than yours! You?! Low EQ = No EQ!

Happy Cow cow year!!

2009-01-27T09:29:00.002+08:00

Happy NEW Year!!!!!!!!!!!!

May everyone in this new year HUAT AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shall come back to update once i have done with all those ang bao giving and entertaining.. Whoever wan me to give ang bao, ring ring me ok? Tata!!

Updates Updates

2009-01-15T10:14:00.004+08:00

When the baby slps, mummy is here to blog! A quick update before i zip off to fetch Jayden back frm school...

Monday, brought Jayden and hubby to see doc.. Both dignosed to be down with stomach flu.. Haiz.. bad weather causes mani ppl to be sick.. The virus got into me but my is mild so medication does heal it... Hehe...

Here are somes pix and updates on my 2 babies...

Jayden:

Been a good boi going to school these 2 days... Nv cry.. Keep telling me,"Mummy i want go school.." A Good boy! Keep up the good work darling... Ytd, miraculously, he wore the beanie i brought for Shermes.. Too small for his head, but adorable.. Just now, he even ask abt the beanie... Lolx.. Shall bring it over to him later.. Some pix i took...

cute huh... hehe... Thou he is an angel in sch, but at home, he is a devil.. Hell will break out once he reaches home... At times, you realli cannot stand his nonsense.. Haiz.. but no matter wad he is, an angel or devil, he is still my boi...

Now update on Shermes..

Now, at 2mths and 2 wks old.. he is able to make "Ah", "Eh", "Oo" sounds... Wad matter most is this morning, he actually tried to scream like how his kor kor does... OMG! I have 2 screaming babies... *faint faint* He is drinking 150ml at abt 2 1/2 to 4 hrs.. During nite feed, the longest he can go without milk is 8 hrs!! This happen last nite, 14th Jan 2009, or should i sae this morning, 15th Jan 2009.. Hehe.. 9+pm to 4+am.... previously was 7hrs.. Now new record! Next, will he slp thru the nite? I hope so... Looking forward to tat... Oso looking looking forward to him flipping... Hehe... i so greedy lar...

But at times, he can be so so so grumpy, when comes to abt to slp.. oh! he slps on his tummy.. Slps longer and better so we let him slp in this position... And this baby, so talkative.. Keeps wanting ppl to talk to him.. Ytd morning, when i am singing, he keeps talking back to me in his own baby language... Lolx.. So cute... i love him so much lar..

K lar.. gotta end here le... =p

Missing?

2009-01-11T15:45:00.002+08:00

Did i go missing?? No i did not.. I am juz too busy handling my 2 babies.. Jayden is still adapting to play school, Shermes busy with his baby slp and milk milk.. Lolx..

And, on Wednesday, 7th Jan 2009, Shermes was dignosed with an ulcer on the upper gum. Yes a rather big one, thus leaving him not wanting to finish his milk and super duper grumpy. Yesterday, 10th Jan 2009, Jayden was down with fever,vomitted at 12+am. Today, 11th Jan 2009, fever and lau sai.. Haiz.. my 2 poor babies.. I am oso another poor fellow lar.. tiredness lead me to be a panda and super duper grumpy... Auntie Menses came to visit after going back to her hometown for 10mths(this doesn't include the blood lose i had for post pregnancy).. Hate this feeling...

I've got so mani things to update abt, but time juz seems like so little to me.. The beanie bought for Shermes arrived, my contact lenses bought frm Beauty Lenses arrived and soon, on Wednesday, my long waited LG KU990 Viewty will arrive. Alamak, time seem so little for me... Haiz.. People, plz plz plz bear with me, i will definiately update all the things once everything is clear.

As for frenz who wan to go gai gai with me, plz do let me noe in advance so tat i can perhaps slot 1 day out for u.. hehe... pai sei hor.. 2 kids make me so so so busy...

Love everyone to bits and bits...

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Suzhen: Shermes is so CUTE..
Ans: Hehe... thx... Your Jayden is cute too...

Mummy's birthday & Jayden 1st day in School

2009-01-02T17:37:00.008+08:00

01.01.09 Evening..

Brought mum to Sakura International Buffet to celebrate her birthday. Not much pic of food coz we are too busy eating, due to hunger.. Hehe.. But before we intend to leave, we saw the restaurant staffs preparing 2 plate of "cakes" for guests from another table, thus we, the 3 Poh siblings, too made such "cake" for mummy!!!

Nothing too fantastic, but still it's from our heart..

With love to our dearest mummy........

Happy Birthday Mummy!!!!!!!

02.01.09 - Jayden goes to School..

Today is Jayden's 1st day to school, Tot House @ Serangoon North Ave 3, Blk 536.. Me, hubby & Shermes accompanied him for the whole 2 hrs there. Overall, the results, he is still need time to adapt to school. Moday i will accompany him for 1 more day(thou i am allowed to stay till Tues), den he will have to be on his own. Now, let the pix tell the story..

Not much pix coz i'm bz taking care of Jayden..He's been like sticking to for almost the whole session... At 1 pt of time, during singing session, i almost cried coz he is not getting the the grp.. Haiz... Shall hve to harden my heart and let him be there...

Baby Shermes is there too... hehe... Coz no one to take care of him at home lar...

Hehe.. He's so cute...

Seeing Jayden going to school, made me have a heart-felt feeling which i wanna pen down. And this shall be the day i wanna remember..

宝贝真的长大了。看见他上学，真的让我深深的感受到，宝贝长大了。虽然，上学的第一天，你还不能适应那里。可是，你要慢慢学习上学的生活。宝贝，妈咪不能天天陪伴你，希望你能天天快乐上学。

He is my pride and joy..

2009-01-01T17:47:00.002+08:00

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Happy 2009 to everyone! And, thou a lil' late, Happy belated 2 mths to my dearest Baby Shermes!

May this brand new year bring new prospects and happiness to everyone! 2009 is here and soon, Chinese New Year will come! Moo moo moo.... lolx..

Will be setting brand new resolutions and new blogskins will be done up.. Will be leaving to help my mum celebrate her birthday... So... Stay tune!!!!

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T14:38:00.002+08:00

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Merry Christmas to all!!!

But to me, this christmas is not a gd christmas.. Argued with him over the kids again... Pek cek.. Why muz this always happen.. It's always over the kids and his sleeps... Yes, he helped me last nite to feed Shermes his nite feed and i get to slp.. But, juz now when i need his help, he rather choose to slp... I guess, i realli have to close factory.. No more... i had enuff of such life... Enuff... ~~i am tired...~~

Boys den boys.. No daughter den forget it.. Whether the boys will be gd to me anot in future, i wun bother abt tat.. All i care for now is tat they grow up healthy.. the rest, leave it to fate..

Last sat, he alreadi said that i do not want him.. This is how he "appreciate" all the things i have done.. Let it be... I told him, if this house(my ILs are selling this flat) gets to be sold successfully and he do not wan to stay with my mum, i am fine with it.. He can jollywell stay with his ah ma.. Coz with him ard, the kids, esp Jayden, wun get so noisy..

i am realli tired... Shermes ar Shermes, mummy is waiting for the day you slp thru.. Jayden ar Jayden, mummy wishes tat you grow up and be good... Haiz.. how i wish my wishes will come thru... 1 more wk before 2009 comes.. I will be pinning down my resolutions for 2009 soon....

Emotions overwhelmed me

2008-12-19T13:39:00.002+08:00

Recently, lotsa lotsa emotions overwhelm me. One moment, i can get veri angry. The next, i will get veri upset over small matters. Perhaps somethings doesn't seems like small matter to me, esp when comes to handling of kids.

Nah.. It's not abt my PILs.. It's abt me, hubby and his brother (of coz, my BIL). At times, it realli makes me wonder, juz these 2 kids belong to who? Me & hubby's or his brother's? Obviously they belong to me and hubby's, but whenever Jayden make a big fuss at home, he(BIL) will wanna step out and make Jayden even more noisy. Eg. Recently, Jayden has caught up a habit of screaming (tried stoppin in millions of ways but to no avail.) and running ard the house going in and out of every room. Everytime Jayden enter his room, he will get angry and scold Jayden, threaten to cane him..etc. As Jayden's mummy, i will get angry. To me, onli me and hubby can cane him, why muz u poke ur nose into this matter.

Juz like ytd, hubby took urgent leave to stay at home since i wasn't feeling veri well. In the evening, as i am feeding Shermes his milk, Jayden climb up a stool and play with the water in the kitchen. I walked into the room and scolded hubby(he's sleeping) to wake up and get Jayden down the stool and out of the kitchen. Pretty much from wad i noe, hubby scolded Jayden and caned him(lightly lar). At this moment, do you noe wad his brother do? He walked out of his room, crossed his arms, attempting to watch "show" Oh well, i chipped him away, asking him to get back to his room and dun come and poke his nose into this matter! The rest of the thing is hubby brought Jayden into our room and cane him. How he cane i dunno. Apparently it seems like he cane the cupboard. I did scream at hubby outside the room to get him out lar

Den later on, abt 5++pm, my MIL came back home and guess wad, my DEAREST BIL "complained" to his mum tat hubby caned Jayden!!! Hell man!! Wad a "SMALL" mouth he has!!! Of coz, Jayden will continue on and tell my MIL. hubby caned him. Hubby later on luff off saying,"Ur grandson complaining to you ar.." I told hubby,"aiya even before ur son complain, SOMEONE alreadi COMPLAIN to ur mum le lar.." I juz dun like it lor... Why muz he treat all these things like watch a movie? Should i provide popcorns for him everytime Jayden gets a beating??

One more matter abt him. As i've mentioned above, Jayden like to walk in and out of every room, esp his room as it is nearest to the living room. He told hubby ytd, "Ur son keep walking in and out of my room, how am i to study?" He is talking Pte "A" Levels FYI. HA!! Why my brother can study when Jayden is screaming like mad at my mum's place and he can't? Ask himself, when he is suppose to be studying, wad the heck is he doing? Play warcraft, watching Taiwan Series and, SLEEPING!!! You call this study?! He is given the chance to study he dun wan. I am not given! I fail my "O" levels and took up a pte dip. My dreams were shattered the moment i fail my "O". Did i complain abt noisy? NO!!

I tell you, if now i am given a chance to study, whether noisy or wad, i will give my best to study.

Haiz... this is my onli avenue to vent my anger. Even if i tell hubby, i doubt he will do anything to it. My onli hope now is my PIL faster sell this flat, den i can move back my mum there. At least over there, i will be happier.

Note: Ytd, a ladder fell onto MIL's foot in Giant Tampines. Lucky no bone factured.

Weekend events

2008-12-17T15:56:00.012+08:00

Attended a wedding last Sat at Furama Riverfront. Not as gd as what i expect but at least the bride had a wedding dinner which i do not had. Haiz... It's my cousin's wedding and he had a beautiful wife. Both working as coast guards.

Below are some of 3 of his wedding pix..

His bride is pretty isn't it?

Morning went over to his place for tea session, oso a relatives gathering session lar.. Oh.. my dad is his God father, thus my dad is pretty excited abt the whole matter.. Photos below are all taken at nite, during dinner..

my er yi and her granddaughter

Cheeky brothers

Isn't he cute?
Me & my brothers

Ah ma & Shermes

my little nephew,niece and jayden (my cousins' kids)
Uncles and nephew

Ah gong, ah ma & the grandsons

Mummy and my 2 brothers

Hubby and me

The Ah Zhor and great-grandson

The mummy and siblings
Me and my mummy

Hehe.... Ya.. It's me and my family lor.... below is abit of the wedding dinner..

The table to tabl photo-taking

Yum Seng Session

The bride and the groom

Hehe... The montage is done by his sister, my beloved cousin, Esther. Nv take pix of tat... But at the end of the day, i did something.... Hehehee....

Yeah.. i stole roses home... Lolx.. I am a rose person.. The rose attracted me so much tat i brought them home... Oh well, hotel will throw them away at the end of the day eventually. Give me rose and i will love you. But plz, no yellow rose, unless you are my frenz... The best is give me Champagne Roses, or perhaps white mix pink roses.. I will love you more... Bahahaha....

Finally, these are the gifts given...

Lovely huh...

Throughout the whole dinner, Shermes slept 1/2 the time.. The other 1/2 was caused by the noisy and loud music.. Otherwise, i guess he will slp thru out the whole dinner.. As for Jayden, he is either eating or getting in and out of the high chair... Haiz... cannot stand him...

Oh... Here is a blessing from me to my cousin.. Wishing him and his wife 白头偕老，永结同心. Most importantly ........ ........ ........ 早生贵子!!!!!!! Faster give birth to a cute cute baby!

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This is juz a small note of how i feel everytime i attend a wedding dinner... Haiz.. I had to hide my emotions everytime i see bride and groom walk down the hotel asile.. I envy them so so much... Frenz who have attended my wedding will noe, i do not have a wedding dinner on my wedding day. This matter, will be my lifetime regret. Every girl will wan to have a perfect wedding on their most important time of the day. This includes me, but i do not. My parents did not request for 1, thus my is onli the morning wedding ceremony. I have requested for 1 from hubby mani times but he will tell me, "Wait till our 20th Anniversary den we do.." Haiz... Sometimes, i wish to tell him this...

我何时何月才能有自己的婚礼。虽说和你结婚了两年，可是，能有一个完美的婚礼是每个女孩的梦。你说等我们的二十年记念日才办。可是，你可知道，我天天希望是“明天”。那个“明天”何时会来?

But i know, it might nv come... Probably, till the day i die, this day will nv come.. Even if it comes to buying a car, he will oso drag on.. Haiz... Well, i am going to clear my BTT and FTT by Jan'09. Den after CNY i am going to get my practical done... Latest by June'09, i must get my licence... Euff of waiting for him to clear his things... Haiz... What a hubby i have...

Gifts from him to me

2008-12-16T14:51:00.007+08:00

Hubby recently dunno is money too much or siao, bought me so many things... let the pix do the talking..

This swingpack is actually i pay 1st, but den later on he choose to return me money and said that take it as he buy for me one... Ok lor.. since he said so, i take it as he buy for me lor... Love it... Hehe...

Last wk, my Swatch watch came... Hehe... So happy....

Hehe... This month is a gifts month... So mani things coming in while i am clearing the room... Lolx...

Busy and Angry

2008-12-15T11:06:00.000+08:00

Busy and angry these few weeks.. plz bear with me if i nv update my posts.. Got 2 kids to take care, got cleaning and clearing of room to be done.. Slp totally deprive... haiz... Will update and upload all pix and videos once i am free... Perhaps over the weekend ba...

I'm a Happy Girl

2008-12-04T12:51:00.007+08:00

I am happy coz i went shopping! Retail therapy is the best. Thou i onli bought 2 top in This Fashion but still i am happy!!

Oh... i need help with wad to match with these 2... Please give me idea!!

What to match with huh? I've got a wedding dinner to attend on the 13th and i am planning to wear one of these... Headache ar..... tian ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or got ppl wanna go shopping with me to match and mix? lolx..

Oh! i am happi for another matter... I bought the Combi TM359 Stroller!!! yeah!! i can go out without having to worry abt that bloody heavy pram... Everytime bring out have to suffer frm aches... Grr... Now.. I no need to worry so much abt pram loh.... hehehe... Happy happy....

this will be a quick post lar.. Shermes sleeping.. scared he wake up anytime... Before i end, a quick note... Hubby dunno wad happen to him, in the middle of the nite, heard him scolding Jayden, making jayden cry... Siao one... Dunno scold him for wad.. like as if he offend him like tat... mad...

end with a video of Shermes... Pardon me if it bores u...

*To be uploaded

Tag Replies

2008-12-02T12:26:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies:

20 Nov 08, 12:39
Pris: wah not bad ar... we actually aiming for the same phone
Ans: I like it coz got PINK!!

20 Nov 08, 19:47
tingg: Hmm, that phone sot sot de. My friend have it. Her camera takes like 30secs to capture one pic. Sibeh pekcek. Lol. Donno isit the phone faults or only hers.
20 Nov 08, 19:47
tingg: I mean dont know isit all the phones is like this, or only hers. Haha.
Ans: Izzit?? But i like the colour... Hehe.... Pink pink pink......

30 Nov 08, 23:05
Sandy: Baby Shermes so adorable! =) Oh ya, i like that phone too because there's pink! Haha. You know whether there's a front camera for tht phone?
Ans: Shermes cute? hehe.... Ya.. He rounder than kor kor... I like it in pink toooo!!! No front camera.. But doesn't matter me... Hehe... Pink is the most important factor...

2 Dec 08, 00:50
mummymargaret: happy 1month old to Shermes!! must rest well man.. get enough slp ya.. free will visit u n ur 2 bloys.. hehe
Ans: I dun wan bring 2 boys out alone.. Scared...

Shermes's Birth Story

2008-12-02T11:21:00.003+08:00

I am back with Shermes's Birth Story.....

30th October 2008

Went for check up with Dr Yeap, did VE and CTG.. dilate 3-4cm.. Asked to induce the next day, 31st October 2008. Haiz.. Was hoping to go thru naturally without having to induce, but still...... haiz..

31st October 2008

Reached KKH at abt 8++am.. Went straight to Delivery Suite to wait for my room no to give birth.. Wait and wait still no room so asked the nurse if i can go for my breakfast since i haben eat.. Nurse called Dr Yeap and approval given.. So went down to Kopitiam for breakfast.. den 9++ went back to Delivery Suite..

9.20am

Room 32 given and admitted... given bare back to change and lie on the bed.. waiting for Dr Yeap to come poke water bag, administer drips, CTG strip on..etc..

9.31am

Dr Yeap came, water bag poked... A lot of water sia... the whole bed is my water... lolx... Drips administered, CTG strip on and my nitemare start... Contractions come and go.. Gas used but still the pain come and go.. Haiz..

10++am

Nurse came and increase the drip.. Contractions got worse.. this time, it is like tons of weights being stressed on my spine.. Even gas oso cannot help me..

11++am

Got the wanna pang sai feeling,tell nurse i wan pang sai.. But was told not sai.. Is baby's head.. Haiz... stupid.. This time dilate 5cm.. So slow....

Still 11++am..

Another round of contractions and wanna push feeling.. 6cm dilated.. But i couldn't start the pain.. Nurse asked if need her help to dilate to 7cm.. I agreed initially but gave up after tat.. Coz she insert her finger in den dunno do wad, the feeling of pain is indescribeable... I gave up at last lar... let the pain bug me and gas make me HIGH......

12++pm..

Nurse did VE and instruct me to turn my body sideway to expedite the baby's head.. This time round 7cm... I dunno why leh.. I keep wanting to turn my body sideway to ease the pain ard my back.. but the machines wun allow me to turn so... i wanna die of pain le lar... i almost pull hubby onto the bed again... haiz.. and i bite him... Haiz.. too painful to bear... I kept telling hubby, "i dun wanna give birth le! i dun wanna give birth le!" I got the tot of not pushing Shermes out and let him stay in there. I even got the tot of telling Dr Yeap,"push me into the Operating Theatre now..." but i nv sae lar... But i kept telling hubby, "after this one, i dun wan another one.. no more.." Realli is close factory le lar..

1pm..

Pain still bug me.. haiz...

1.15pm

Feeling of wanting to push is here le... Told nurse and was told not to push, but i keep wanting to push.. Forced by the nurse to breath the gas coz if i push non stop, i will tear... Breathe until i si bei high.. like as if on drug like tat...

1.20pm

Dr Yeap came and finally! can push le... push and push but to no avail.. Epitomy given and i still persist pushing.. Baby still dun wan come out.. Grrr.... Halfway thru i scream like mad woman lar hor...

1.31pm

Baby finally pushed out and he is here!!

After tat, it is all the stitching, cleaning..etc.. I lost quite an amt of blood, abt 250cc.. Whole bed is my blood... Den when look at the bin, so brim.. All the padding is my blood... Haiz...

The whole process took me 4hrs and again, No Epidural was administered! I did it again!!!!

Happy 1 month to Shermes

2008-12-01T22:44:00.004+08:00

A little late but still,

Happy 1 month to Baby Shermes!!!

No celebrations was done.. But cakes and vouchers were given out.. Here is the cake.. Courtesy of Sweetest Moments

A big thanks to all frenz who have come and visit me and Shermes.. Also thanks to those who have sent their regards over.. Pix of gifts will be uploading perhaps next week since most were over at my mum's place... Birth story will be updated tml.. Stay tune!

Shermes had his 1st month injection today.. As usual, he wailed out load! yeah.. pain.. And he grow from 3.5kg to...... 4.8kg!! Yes, i was like "WOW!" lolx... Nope, i am yet fully breastfeeding him, i am aiming towards my goal... Perhaps might give up half way... haiz... He have oso grown taller.. from 51cm to 55.5cm.. Hehe.. tall boi...

And a big pat on myself coz.............. CONFINEMENT is OVER!!!!!! Yeah!!!!! now i know why confinement is known as confinement.. Coz you have to be CONFINED at home for 1 month.. torturing... Haiz... But it's over.. i am happi again!!!! But i have become a panda... grrrr..... Hao lar.. enuff of my wordy posting... Shermes pix before i end!!!! Bye!!

Samsung SGH-F480

2008-11-19T19:30:00.003+08:00

Platform Band GSM Tri-Band(900/1800/1900MHz)
Network & Data HSDPA 7.2Mbps3G(2.1GHz),GPRS Class10
Browser WAP 2.0
JAVA™ Java™ MIDP 2.0
SAR value 0.666 W/kg
Size Weight 100.6g
Dimension (HXWXD) 98.4 x 55.0 x 11.6mm
Display External Technology 262K QVGA TFT
Resolution 240 x 320
Size 2.8"
Battery Standard Talk time up to 6 hours
Standby up to 280 hours
Camera Camera Resolution 5 Megapixel with Auto-Focus
Digital / Optical Zoom Digital Zoom 2x
LED Flash Power LED
Auto Focus
Shot mode Smile Shot, Face Detection, Panorama Shot
Video Video player
Video recording
Video messaging
Video Streaming
Video telephony
Music & Sound Music Player
Poly Ringtones 72 Poly
MP3 Ringtone
Fun & Entertainment Embedded JAVA™ Games
Embedded Wallpaper
FM Radio Y
Business & Office Document Viewer
Mobile Printing
Offline Mode
Messaging Email
Connectivity Bluetooth
USB
PC Sync Application
Memory User Memory 240MB
Phone book entries 1000
External Memory MicroSD (Up to 8GB)
Personal Information Management Calendar
To do list
Clock
Worldtime
Alarm
Currency converter
Converter
Calculator
Memo book
Stop watch
Count down timer
Call functions Speakerphone
Dialed/missed/received calls

I am totally mesmerised by this phone, Samsung SGH-F480.. Should i get it? Should i not get it? Getting it means i will own 2 phones.. But i realli wanted this inside me... Haiz.. Will someone buy for me??
Haiz.................. i wan i wan i wan i wan...................................... Someone buy for me plz................................................................... Haiz............................................................................

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Tag Replies:

19 Nov 08, 14:39Suzhen: Cheer up.. Guys are like dis..
Ans: I sian le... let him be... he wan like tat den let him be.. haiz..

19 Nov 08, 18:26tingg: Yeh, guys are like this. Cos their mind still haven mature. Which i think so too. Cheer up!
Ans: Mature anot.. I couldn't be bothered now... How he wan to do juz let him be.. If he thinks tat whatever he do is rite, i will let him be... What matter most is my kids are with me i am happi..

I Don't Want You

2008-11-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. Something happened today while i feed Jayden his dinner... Feeding halfway thru, as i am scolding him for not finishing his dinner, he said to me,"I don't want you! I don't want you!" How sad this can be to a mother.. Haiz.. Indeed, it breaks my heart, but i realli dunno wad to do.. Probably it is anger that got into me, I told him,"Go and stand outside see which Malay or Indian wants you, ask them to bring you home! Don't ask your daddy to come and bring you home!" Guilty got into me.. But.... Haiz...

Worse, hubby sent me a msg saying 28th leave rejected.. I am angry and disappointed.. 28th is suppose to be the day he help me to distribute Shermes's Full Month Cake.. I alreadi told him that my office dun work on Saturday, so he has to bring down to them on Friday itself.. If i can go out and give them myself, i wouldn't have ask him to take leave...

thru out this confinement and my pregnancy, the 2 of us have been arguing over mani things.. His job, his parents, my mum, the kids... Worse is his job.. His job is so much more important than us.. this job has oso coz him to be so much more short temper than in the past when we are dating... Even my mum notice this... I am terribly upset.. But who noe... Probably no one knows and no one cares... haiz...

Like Priscilla had said before, i am someone stronger than her.. I might seem like a superwoman, but in fact i am onli a woman who need him to be ard all the time.. But has he ever notice this before? No... All he noe is that he is veri tired, he needs his slp, he needs his computer and games... how abt me?? Aren't i tired? Don't i need my slp? Don't i need my retail therapy? He kept saying he understand, he knows, it's all his fault and he is useless.. What's the point of saying all these? haiz... i am realli sick of all these.. I realli wonder when all these arguments will stop and end... forget it forget it... haiz............

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tag replies:

17 Nov 08, 13:49
Suzhen: Wee.. Somer pic finally.. Cute cute!!!
Ans: hehe... thx..

17 Nov 08, 14:15
Shuling: ooh, no2 so handsome. lol! he quite big size ehs. haha
17 Nov 08, 14:16
Shuling: wow, he 3.5 lehs! big baby.
Ans: izzit? handsome ar... hehe... ya lor.. bigger than kor kor... and longer than kor kor..

17 Nov 08, 15:39
Pris: hah ahaha I no need the cake... I can go ur hse to eat haha haha
Ans: eat wad? pig trotter in vinegar?? lolx...

18 Nov 08, 18:09
tingg: haha! big baby~~~ =)
Ans: Yeah.. bigger than kor kor..

Shermes

2008-11-16T19:04:00.005+08:00

Here are the pix of Baby Shermes as promised, thou quite late lar hor... Still his pix are here... Will update his birth story once my confinement is over...

Newborn

1 day old..

His umbilical cord dropped on 6th Nov 2008(Hey Sheena! It dropped on ur bdae!!)

Am i pretty?

Mani have said that he look like kor kor... Lolx.. I face Jayden everyday of coz he look like kor kor lor... lolx... Full month will be done on the 28th Nov 2008.. No celebration will be done.. onli cakes and vouchers will be given... this is onli fair to Jayden since his full month is not celebrated oso... My confinement will offically end on the 30th Nov.. Which means i can wash hair and bathe on the 30th!!! 2 wks nv wash hair le.... itch to death... grrr......